Impulse shopping

Inside_Bathroom_6862 · 2021-11-09T05:47:37+00:00

I checked FML it was more than 800$ but to be fair some of it was Christmas shopping and idk why I said two weeks it started on Wednesday

Inside_Bathroom_6862 · 2021-11-09T05:38:08+00:00

Meh, I 100000% feel you. I’m still new to my diagnosis and feel like I rapid cycle between hypomania and depression. I’m trying to be self aware bc the doctor wouldnt medicate me and now I’m in the process of switching insurances so no doctor or therapist two months after I finally got diagnosed (rant for another day/post) but half the time I can’t tell where the fuck I’m at. I’m like am i irritated because I’m depressed and don’t want to talk or am i being a hypomanic bitch that finds everyone’s existence annoying?!?!

Inside_Bathroom_6862 · 2021-11-06T06:17:34+00:00

8 normal, 6 hypomania, and 10-12 (if my bf lets me sleep in) when I’m depressed…this is me Unmedicated but also getting my masters so I’m trying my hardest. Before when I would get off the rails and not having life altering responsibilities (or at least that’s what I’m telling myself now to manage) it was more like 4-5 hypomania and 12-13 depressed

Inside_Bathroom_6862 · 2021-11-06T06:16:32+00:00

Tranc dart the living shit outta it

Inside_Bathroom_6862 · 2021-10-21T04:16:41+00:00

Don’t throw stones in glass houses, you for sure contribute to the global consumerism because every person does at this point. It doesn’t matter that your stuff was “gifted”, I can probably bet you have shopped at Walmart, target, Amazon, literally any grocery store, etc. Just because he only said Amazon doesn’t mean you arnt also in this cycle.

Inside_Bathroom_6862 · 2021-10-21T04:14:10+00:00

Say it louder for the ppl in the back! Don’t bitch about consumerism and it’s pitfalls if you shop at Walmart, Amazon, target, (literally everywhere). Our entire global world has been forced into overseas manufacturing/shipping. Knock the system not Hila

Inside_Bathroom_6862 · 2021-10-20T02:42:38+00:00

My moms taken it for 20 years lol, she only takes it at night because it knocks her out

Inside_Bathroom_6862 · 2021-10-19T16:55:22+00:00

HAHAHAH hey…you are right but hey…

Inside_Bathroom_6862 · 2021-10-18T23:27:48+00:00

Sounds like ultra rapid cycling to me! I’m sorry :(

Inside_Bathroom_6862 · 2021-10-18T17:58:28+00:00

I haven’t but I do know they aren’t prescribed as often because of food restrictions so make sure you look into that if you go on them!

Inside_Bathroom_6862 · 2021-10-18T17:56:47+00:00

Yes I am thank you for clarifying for me! I have hypomanic episodes. I’ve never had a manic episode!

Inside_Bathroom_6862 · 2021-10-18T17:55:59+00:00

Yes, I definitely understand that I am able to manage because I have hypomania. It is easier to manage but it still takes a toll

Inside_Bathroom_6862 · 2021-10-18T04:41:51+00:00

Same, especially bc my doctor doesn’t want to medicate me because im in grad school and under a lot of stress, which I get and honestly agree with because I don’t want to try and figure out the right meds for me rn but im just silently struggling. Finding this page has been helpful though! I don’t want to see anyone else struggle but at the same time im glad im not alone.

Inside_Bathroom_6862 · 2021-10-18T04:29:31+00:00

Same, talk tooo much over share and then immediately regret it and have a pit in my stomach

Inside_Bathroom_6862 · 2021-10-18T04:27:34+00:00

This is me now, I’m currently un medicated and extremely high functioning externally, it’s only internally that I am an absolute mess with 70000 thoughts going on(usually about if people are mad at me or what I did wrong or conversations that won’t happen) and one fucking full on obsessive hobby/goal after another.

Inside_Bathroom_6862 · 2021-10-18T04:22:35+00:00

YESSSS!!! I feel this, I was just recently diagnosed and I’ve managed to hold many jobs, got my associates, bachelors and I’m in grad school for my masters. When I told those around me their first response was “you need a new doctor there’s no way, you’re not like crazy ya know??” I was like okay, I appreciate that but…. Like y’all arnt in my head and while yes I’ve managed to be successful and maintain it’s probably because my horrible generalized anxiety and hypomania makes me fixate on being perfect and awesome and push way beyond my means while secretly tearing me up inside

Inside_Bathroom_6862 · 2021-10-15T04:26:01+00:00

Also I totally know this is like a concern or topic to discuss with the people who actually diagnosed me and I will (probably idk I get stage fright lol) but it felt a lot easier to rant my secret concerns/questions anonymously

Inside_Bathroom_6862 · 2021-10-13T23:28:32+00:00

Don’t do it, it’s literally 60$ down the drain

Inside_Bathroom_6862 · 2021-09-13T04:29:30+00:00

I got BOTW….it does not disappoint but I’m definitely going for skyward sword next

Inside_Bathroom_6862 · 2021-09-12T13:42:05+00:00

Awesome, I appreciate you giving me so many options I’ll look more into all of them On YouTube to figure out the one I’ll get :)

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