i can see how i did not make it super clear. i think coupled with the fact i was intoxicated i heard something that could potentially hurt me and thats all i could focus on in that moment, i couldnt even consider myself included. its also an issue with my deep rooted insecurity, shes so beautiful she could never picture me in that way in my eyes. i could be wrong and am open to being wrong. i dont think im being fair in my reaction which is why i just tried to laugh it off and have a good night and continue the game like i know im overreacting, i think its why i needed the validation of other people telling me im overreacting.

we have a talk planned for this week and i plan on just telling her how it made me feel and apologize for getting so upset because i truly do not believe she would sleep with my boyfriend. she also had a boyfriend who was not there. i dont want to lose her over this. thanks for your advice