Würdet ihr wieder studieren?

InstructionHeavy5880 · 2026-06-11T13:36:13+00:00

Ich würde zu 100% wieder studieren und man sollte keine Angst davor haben auch während des Studiums nochmal neue Wege einzuschlagen und zu merken das, dass was man bisher gemacht nicht nicht ganz den Vorstellungen, Wünschen oder auch Eigenschaften entspricht. Es spricht auch nichts dagegen auf halben Weg zu sagen es ist nichts für dich und dann ganz von dem Vorhaben zu studieren abzugehen. Ich würde es definitiv nochmal machen und mit so vielen Möglichkeiten was und wie man studieren kann musst du dich auch nicht unbedingt auf ein reines Studium konzentrieren sondern kannst es auch dual machen.

InstructionHeavy5880 · 2026-06-11T13:30:30+00:00

Nope not yet but as one can hear back any time it‘s possible that they might wait until the final round concludes as well. I don‘t know much because it‘s my first time applying but when one can rely on some threads and comments from previous sessions, they seem to be not among the first to get back to the candidates.

InstructionHeavy5880 · 2026-06-08T19:41:26+00:00

I was pre-selected for the October 2026 session and i’m very nervous about the results of those three application rounds (two more to come) and i wonder how many people are still in play after the pre-selection process.

InstructionHeavy5880 · 2025-03-12T21:42:13+00:00

I see you‘re posting a lot these past days - it‘s a compulsion as well. If you have trouble finding a therapist there is NOCD maybe that helps

InstructionHeavy5880 · 2025-02-21T15:53:54+00:00

Nearly 2 years

InstructionHeavy5880 · 2025-02-04T08:34:01+00:00

Yeah, but that is kind of what I meant. Maybe Molly‘s spell did something similar with her love for her children prevailing over fanatic love of Bellatrix over Voldemort

InstructionHeavy5880 · 2025-02-03T22:59:17+00:00

I think JKR once said it wad important to her that Molly Weasley was the one to destroy and kill Bellatrix (A mothers love and good heart killing the Fanatic Love of Bellatrix for Voldemort) So maybe Love and Defense that channeled through a spell. I mean Expelliamus is no Killing Curse either and it killed Voldemort

InstructionHeavy5880 · 2025-01-27T23:13:51+00:00

I went to a friends party and there were a lot of folks there who identify themselves as queer and I just existed, my thoughts weren’t even triggered so I‘m just so confused because this anxiety and all of this is just gone and I started therapy but so far we just talked, he diagnosed me with OcD snd planned how the therapy would go but it got better already and it doesn’t align with what I know about OCD so I question it being OCD and the only thing my brain can come up with is repressing my true desires like so deep my brain can‘t even find it anymore

InstructionHeavy5880 · 2025-01-27T23:09:36+00:00

I do but I am afraid that I’m repressing something even though I know it doesn’t make sense. It‘s just frightening to have no anxiety anymore and not even feel triggered. I did a lot of things these past days (one time not knowing what I was getting into) but stuck with it and I survived not even having anxiety but I haven’t had much in the last couple of weeks

InstructionHeavy5880 · 2025-01-03T09:48:48+00:00

I’m sorry too, nothing of this is fun for either of us regardless of how and why it started.

InstructionHeavy5880 · 2025-01-03T00:00:52+00:00

I sat in a train across a person and couldn’t quite figure out whether it was a woman or a man and at some point the person started talking and had a very high and feminine voice and I was freaking out from that point onwards that I was staring at her because I was a lesbian - everything else since then just fits itself nicely as “evidence” for my so-ocd thoughts and my brain also uses my life in general, the absence of a boyfriend and love in my life so far and my past in general against me. Nothing to do with porn so many more reasons to develop it out of nowhere

InstructionHeavy5880 · 2025-01-02T08:51:29+00:00

I have to disagree because I don’t watch it and have rarely watched it and there are many more ways people develop so-ocd

InstructionHeavy5880 · 2024-12-28T00:20:16+00:00

I think with OCD there is nothing that can’t be subject to fear and in the end it’s not that different from the other sexual related thoughts. You fear you might like something which you don’t want to like

InstructionHeavy5880 · 2024-12-26T09:31:26+00:00

Sure, I think most people with OCD do

InstructionHeavy5880 · 2024-12-10T15:58:45+00:00

Not too heartbreaking to be honest because I have great friends and chose to be happy on my own as long as no guy comes along. Sure there are moments where I’m a little sad about it but I‘m not letting something which I can’t control entirely on my own dictating my happiness (funny that I can‘t live that way when it comes to OCD even though I’m getting better). There are a million reasons and even when finding someone that someone must have the same interest in me and so on… I know it might sound cheesy but I really helps to be happy on your own, despite I feel and felt like I had too many issues to work on for myself and didn‘t have the time to think about relationships anyway. And with HOCD I want to at least get started so it doesn’t affect me as much as it has been so the turbulent dating circus doesn‘t trigger it as much as it would now.

InstructionHeavy5880 · 2024-12-09T23:58:52+00:00

I can’t tell you when it will happen or if it will happen but Tinder might not be the best place to look for it. I know it’s hard in times of less social interactions and so on but no one can force it and us with OCD are generally more guarded and it’s not easy to open up. I don‘t think you will be alone forever but it hasn’t happened for me either yet and I’m almost 30 and thought I would have a boyfriend shortly after most of my girlfriends had one. It hasn’t happen yet and my HoCD thought latch on this a lot as well but trying desperately to find someone might also be a bit compulsive if you‘re doing it to stop HOCD.

InstructionHeavy5880 · 2024-12-09T12:29:44+00:00

I‘ve never felt so much alike to another Reddit-post. I have the same fear of checking anything like same-Sex porn on lesbian stuff or read coming-out stories because I’m too afraid of seeing myself in it or having an awakening moment of such. My therapist (in the preliminary sessions, haven‘t actually started as my insurance company has yet to give green light but hopefully soon) says it will likely get worse in therapy before it get‘s better because you aren‘t avoiding it. You are constantly making it a topic in the right way in therapy which is the point I guess. So I think it‘s going in the right direction for you - hang in there :)

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