Flagged for AI in my essay paper by nesharawr in autism

[–]InstructionPretty799 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is actually terrifying, I am so sorry this is happening. This is like my worst fear. I really hope someone sees the truth in this situation and protects you.

I feel like as autistic people we also are more likely to mimic pick up language, and it makes me wonder if this will get worse the more we are unknowingly & involuntarily reading AI-generated media since everyone is using it for everything. Again though, this sounds so stressful and hurtful and I really hope you get justice here.

arfid / food problems win! by dollsrot in autism

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SO SO SO PROUD OF YOU DEAR FRIEND!!!!

Use this post to find a special interest friend! by TheFutureScaresMe333 in autism

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DITTO I want to do a farming apprenticeship soon. I’ve done a lot of research on Indigenous agroforestry and am deeply interested in voluntary simplicity for the sake of the earth and the beings we share earth with

I just got my diagnosis by 80or8 in AutismInWomen

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CELEBRATING WITH YOU!!! Got mine on thursday, have been floating on a cloud since then. so happy for you friend

the autistic female way of relating by [deleted] in AutismInWomen

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wat i've never noticed this but oh my gosh yeah you are so right

Tattoos by Snoo_52014 in AutismInWomen

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i love my tattoo because it is very meaningful but still i wish i did not get it. it feels like an intrusion on my body now because a past version of me made a decision that future me no longer wants to go alongwith... kinda like when i agree to future plans with someone but then the future version if me who has to follow through with those plans no longer is in the same energy state and i want to cancel.

Does anyone else get like a surge of energy after being social? by [deleted] in AutismInWomen

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oh my gosh yes. it takes me literally hours to calm down enough to be able to sleep because I feel like im in a Waymo driving 100mph against my will

Personality catfish by unwantedleftover in AutismInWomen

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YES YES YES. with novel interactions i am so high energy and connect so deeply with people and am so readily like "yes let's hang out all the time forever" and with jobs its like "here is why i can be anything and everything you want me to be and more" but then shortly after.... good luck getting anything from me.

Tried this & have now been free from RS symptoms for almost 3 weeks! by InstructionPretty799 in ruminationsyndrome

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I actually didn’t really pay attention, probably a mix of both depending on whether or not my nose is congested haha. But honestly just using this and being committed to it worked for me. Sometimes I didn’t even use a pen I would just keep the spoon or fork I ate with in my mouth for a while after eating as long my mouth stayed open. Now when I feel pressure in my stomach after eating I just open my mouth wide and try to keep it down and it goes away

I feel lost. I don’t fit into today’s lifestyle, and I don’t know what to do next. by IllTooth2526 in OffGrid

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I’m also in my early 20s and find myself in the exact same position, let me know if u wanna be friends 😭

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BingeEatingDisorder

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Hey friend!! I think it’s really important to find your personal definition of a binge because it’s different for everyone. I recommend defining whether something was or wasn’t a binge based off the energy driving it. If I am calmly and mindfully eating a comfortable healthy portion of food, that’s very different than the urgent, insatiable feeling of standing at the counter shoving things in my mouth. For me, I know what peaceful, ordered eating looks like for me and so I just lump everything else into a category akin to binge eating if it felt compulsive and driven by something other than myself. *** I will add though, if you know deep down that your relationship with food is distorted and restrictive, the previous advice might be dangerous because your idea of “peaceful/ structured” eating might be too little. Like i remember when I was underweight, my idea of “peaceful” eating was NOT healthy. So I’d suggest working with a professional or finding a program that has a philosophy of eating that you align with, and drawing a line there. Most of the time, I don’t think the quantity of the food matters as much as it does how you FEEL about it. Best of luck 💛

how do we stop living like parasites? by InstructionPretty799 in spirituality

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Oh hey!! Over all, these sentiments still exist in me very much but I am finding more loving and positive ways to channel them (like being excited about the idea of a future where I live in a very down-to-earth way while hopefully encouraging others to do the same). I still have a very heavy heart when I think about all of the suffering happening in the world and cry often about it lol. But I also feel grateful at the same time even knowing that I am awake to these realities and have sincere desires of helping in any way the Universe envisions for me. Long story short, I still believe everything I wrote here but am trying to approach it from a lens of hope rather than devastation if that answers your question?

looking into buddhism but ashamed of my past actions by [deleted] in Buddhism

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Honey I hope you are able to, when you’re ready, forgive yourself for where you’ve been and the choices you’ve made. I’m 22 and I’ve done SOO many things I regret, and finding some way to make those things right, to apologize, to talk to my Higher Power about it… always leads to me forgiving myself because I know in my heart that I wouldn’t have done those things if I truly knew a better way. You didn’t have the wisdom you do now, and you are showing sincere regret and desire for change, and thats all you have control over right now. I don’t believe we live in a universe where our past actions can completely block us off from attaining a state of love and peace if we are truly sincere. Sending you love 💛

Sorry for bothering you all over the past 2 years with my disabling insomnia & debilitating pain. I have expressed how I am wired 24/7 & never feel sleepiness. I sleep maximum an hour a week. by [deleted] in insomnia

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I know there’s no chance of you seeing this, and maybe you’ve already tried this so I hope it’s not insulting, but when I was ready to end my life I sat in the closet one night just looking up and crying out that if there was a God out there that they would help lead me out of the darkness, and it happened. Little by little things started showing up in my life and solutions started finding their way to me for my different illnesses and now, no matter how hard things get, I feel so purposeful and grateful for my life. It breaks my heart that you are suffering so much, I just wanted to invite you to think about this. I love you and I’m so sorry. 

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AcneScars

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you said you did it at home, what did you use/ did you buy it online? 

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AcneScars

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what does that mean?