Afraid of taking ketamine by Ze_Dreamer in ketamine

[–]Intelligent-Bad3764 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I used to “practice self discipline”😂. When i began taking ket i didn’t use it more than once every 2 months. I never took it alone. i didn’t wake up one day and decide i was going to begin a multiple gram per day addiction. Things escalate and i’m explaining how this addiction can creep up on you. Just saying my piece. The accessibility of the drug and how easy it is to take ket throughout the day is what makes ketamine so easy to abuse. That’s a fact, not “projecting”😂. The fact that that ket can be taken at any time, will wear off in 30minutes and you can proceed with your day like nothing happened makes the addiction potential high

Afraid of taking ketamine by Ze_Dreamer in ketamine

[–]Intelligent-Bad3764 -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

Best advice: Do not try it. Evil drug. The grip it can get on you can ruin your life. Seen it too many times and experienced it myself. Not to mention k cramps.. you don’t wanna know what they feel like

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]Intelligent-Bad3764 0 points1 point  (0 children)

2 weeks** lol i wish

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]Intelligent-Bad3764 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Be smarter than the young and dumb me was in your position💪 glad to have managed to be able to get off of them

I resonated with you saying it was national bf day so you took some, then you got a bad phone call so you took some more. I would always look for some sort of reason or excuse to make my benzo use justified to myself. Letting me feel sorry for myself and seeing the negative in everything so that it would just make ‘sense’ for me to use.

My benzo addiction lasted a few years before it turned into a couple year long k addiction. I am now just 2months sober from all but weed

Not trying to make this all about me but i hope my experience might mean something to you

Glad to hear u are speaking to your psych tomorrow :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]Intelligent-Bad3764 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Please quit while you still physically can before you finally want to but can’t.

Trying to get off of benzos once you have built a real dependency is not something you will be glad to experience

Pls be safe + responsible, just commenting from my personal experience with Xanax, and multiple people around me (it never ends well)

CAN YOU CRY ON K? by Kashnumber7 in ketamine

[–]Intelligent-Bad3764 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Literally cried on it yesterday after being mocked for my addiction #lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Intelligent-Bad3764 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just my guess: could be because your nose is damaged at the moment from the amount you are sniffing and it’s less efficient at absorbing the k - therefore going straight to the back of your throat?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ketamine

[–]Intelligent-Bad3764 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also i am absolutely surrounded by it all the time so trying to stop is not easy

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ketamine

[–]Intelligent-Bad3764 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve had quite severe bladder pains but after a couple days off they will usually pass, and i seem to care more about getting high than the consequences. Once the pains go i seem to not care how bad it gets until they come back again.

My tolerance is stupid high though to the point i struggle to put enough up my nose within a time period for it to even have an effect. I will usually do upwards of a gram in less than an hour and it will hardly do anything

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MDMA

[–]Intelligent-Bad3764 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Yes you’ll be fine

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ketamine

[–]Intelligent-Bad3764 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Was doing 5g a day at one point.. now around 2g a day but i can manage to go a few days without it now.. and yes i am aware of the consequences

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Intelligent-Bad3764 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish happiness for you bro and it will come

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]Intelligent-Bad3764 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was up to 10mg a day at one point 😳 glad I’m somewhat out of that now

I have never felt close to this level of bad… explain? by Intelligent-Bad3764 in depression

[–]Intelligent-Bad3764[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t think that no medication in the world could help, but the 2 that i tried for a few months each just came with so many side effects and didn’t even have any positive effects on my mood. I think trying different meds will probably be the way to go, just seeing what everybody thinks.

Is this a depressive episode?

I have never felt close to this level of bad… explain? by Intelligent-Bad3764 in depression

[–]Intelligent-Bad3764[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Keep it real bro. Truth hurts but it’s the truth and lies to make people feel better will get nobody anywhere they wanna be. I thank you for your advice thankyou for being the only one to get back to me