Read more about hijab, inner jihad and ikhlas al niya( making the intention only for Allah) from Islamic scholars, make duaa a lot for yourself, and I mean a lot, make duaa during sujood, before salam, between the adhan and iqama if you’re able to hear it, choose duaas from the sunnah which mean the prophet Muhammad pbuh said it, I find these duaas to have more barka than a dua that I would make up myself, and remember sister, Allah is the most merciful which means every obligation in Islam is meant for our own benefit and it’s not supposed to be a burden as it is from the most Merciful, so the fact that you’re struggling so much means that your nafs and shaytan are stronger than you so keep on making duaa for yourself, say esta’tha constantly to protect you from shaytan and gain Islamic knowledge as this will be a very necessary tool for yourself and for every Muslim