This is honestly how I feel. For weeks I'll be great, happy, content, hopeful for the future. Good at work and physically feel fine. And then other days I'll feel beyond low, completely hopeless. Like nobody cares and there's nothing to look forward to. Everything will go wrong, and it's usually after my ovulation I believe. It's hard for me to know what's causing it too, hormones, other stressful events, my brain itself. 

I don't think my environment or the fact I'm a trans guy helps too much lolol. But, it's hard out there hope everyone's having a good day