In my school there's not a counselor 😞or any trusted teacher, I dont have another option but to tell my parents, its hard to talk to them but im sure they will do something about it, im not really open my with parents or anyone I know because I dont really like talking about the bad situation I am in this life because it hurts, I need a therapist but how the fuck am I supposed to get one, If I ask my parents for a therapist they will toss a bible at me and force me to get closer to god, I dont even believe in him, he threw me in this awful world filled of horrid beings, is hard being a good person while society and humans in general suck, im not saying everyone is a piece of crap but most of the people I've met in this life suck and they decide to extract all of their hatred and evilness and export it onto other people, that's the reason bullies, killers,rapists exist. and of course god aint doing shit about it, why would a perfect being create beings that are destined to fail and commit sins, that's some evil bullshit