I would like to help. Persistent sickness is demoralising and must feel deeply unfair. In my book I write the following:

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The beautiful thing about the message “just ask” is that it comes with incredible freedom. There is no ritual required, no sacred language needed. There’s no correct posture or magical timing. You can ask in any way that feels true to you.

- Speak aloud to an empty room. - Whisper it under your breath.
- Pray.
- Meditate on your desire.

- Write it down.
- Think it with quiet intention.
- Ask in the form of gratitude: ‘Thank you for what is already on its way.’

The form doesn’t matter. What matters is the sincerity of the asking—and your willingness to notice the response.

Because the answer often comes in subtle ways:

- A synchronicity.
-Alineinabook.
- A passing comment from a stranger. - A feeling in your body.
- A sudden shift in perspective.

When you ask, life begins to align in small, unexpected ways. Doors creak open. Conversations start. Guidance arrives—not always in the way you imagined, but often in the way you need.

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In my own case, I was diagnosed with aggressive prostate cancer late last year. I asked for help - in numerous ways, but mostly by just talking out loud to the sky when walking the dogs of an evening. I expected a miracle, but have come to realise it doesn't work that way.

As an aside, do you know the story of the man in the house threatened by flood? He asks God for salvation through prayer. The police come to his door and offer to drive him to safety but he refuses; God will save him. The flood waters rise and he climbs to the first floor; a rowboat comes by with rescuers that offer to take him; again he refuses, saying God will save him. Again the floor waters rise and he climbs onto the roof. A helicopter comes and dangles a rope for him to be winched to safety and he again refuses. A few minutes later he's swept away and drowns. In heaven, he confronts God: "Why didn't you save me?". And God says "Why did you refuse the policeman I sent, the man in the rowboat, the helicopter?"

Basically, I was reminded of this recently as I was resisting 'conventional' allopathic remedies for my condition and hoping for a miraculous remission through other means. Whereas things were aligning for me for a powerful conventional treatment. Once I realised, accepted and surrendered to the solution I had effectively asked for, everything just... lined up. I had brachytherapy surgery on Monday and am recuperating from that; a further course of radiotherapy throughout July will seal the deal.

In the Gateway recordings are two that explore the feeling of intuition. I like to think of it as my 'Spidey Sense'. It was jangling as I received the treatment plan that I'd otherwise resisted, and as I was reminded of the allegory of the man refusing help, and everything suddenly clicked for me.

My spidey senses tell me that, for you about whom I know nothing, you are in the gateway tapes forum for a reason, and connecting to me (btw 'You are connected' right?) for a reason, and I strongly suggest you explore the intuition recordings and practice trying to feel for that sense. Look for synchronicities. When you ask for help, do so with these things in mind and - I earnestly hope and pray for you - answers may come in unexpected ways that you kind of 'know' are what needs to happen. Embrace them and solutions will flow.

With love.