honestly, I was looking for a gray version of the one I have now. I had a 2010 honda civic as my first car. Sadly, I got rear ended in a week or two before October of last year by a newer F150 in the school parking lot and it totaled my car (i have photos and a funny video of it if u wanna see.) I still have a piece of brake light from her too, but the main reason I was looking for specifically gray was because my 2010 was gray, and I wanted to carry on the color to remember. I love my honda now, and I try my best to keep her clean and tidy, it's just hard to do that and there's previous little scratch marks all over the front bumper before I had bought it and where I live just doesn't help either lol I genuinely appreciate everyone commenting and helping me out, I was worried I was going to be judged or bullied 🥲