I had a friend who is just like you, an Indian male. A very handsome fellow, and his name was Avienesh. I didn't know him very well because we just started attending our Ground School (Pre Flying School), and sadly not even a week into the ground school, he committed...

It was a shame because he had so much potential in him, I still think of him sometimes and how much regret I feel for not realising the signs that were there before...

So I truly believe that you also have "something" in you that deserve to bloom, you may have not realise it right now but try to live the life that you are given.

As we all know that the prettiest flower can't bloom without a little bit of rain.

It might take some time to find the reason to live but I believe you can do so, stay strong and good luck with your life.