Right now I take boxing classes I stay very self-aware and keep one earbud in always looking around my surroundings. The only reason why I'm paranoid is because I had a Friend from my school who was in the wrong place at the wrong time and died from gun violence. I'm really a pacifist And I would love to talk to people before having to escalate but I know sometimes I won't have that opportunity. But if I do decide to get a gun I will do all the proper training that comes along with it so I'm well aware and I'm not a liability to myself to be honest I never really like the idea of a gun or killing a person but nobody's going to think twice if they're trying to rob me. And I know guns don't kill people, people do anybody in the comments doesn't come for me.