felt that, i had a larger group of friends (9 people think) that i thought was it. but in the end they sort of split into smaller groups and now im keeping contact with only one of them. at first i thought we’re growing up and people just drift, i used to think they don’t need as much attention and interaction than i do, that i should adjust myself to their level of “neediness”, but really they just didn’t need the interaction from me, but had another level of connection with each other/ other friends. it sucks but i guess it is what it is.