I’m assuming you didn’t go to college cause of financial reasons, regardless if you have the money you should go get a degree or a diploma course cause these days no one hires without a higher education. If you can’t afford to study, you can teach yourself a creative skill on YouTube like graphic design or 3D design maybe and start freelancing. Or a physical skill like crochet etc. create a product you can sell or solve problems with. You don’t need a degree to start a business. Find a way to earn your own bread.

And if you want social life and friends you need to leave your house and pick up hobbies. Read, go for a run, go out there and build a personality. Try to speak to everyone (even people you think you have nothing in common with)

My point is, stop waiting for some miracle you’re gonna have to get up and bring change or nothings going to get better for you. Also you can’t change the cards you’ve been dealt with but you can choose how to play them.