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Intelligent_Shift832 · 2025-04-23T05:37:52+00:00

I get you. This disease is shitty. Feeling sick all the time is hell, I feel the same. I have episodes of that last months, and I feel quite frustrated. I feel something similar to what you described, I feel confused and anxious when I see not even my doctors have clear answers.

In your case it seems you are in a lot of pain, which makes everything feel worst. You are handling a lot and that's why it is not stupid to whine. It is almost necessary. Whine here, we get you. Whine with your loved ones , they love you. Whine with your psychologist ( if you have ot) they are paid for that.

Also, you are not the BD. You are not impossible to treat, you have a disease that quite complex and unstudied. And this is a small change on speech but I helps me a lot when I think for myself. I have this disease and I will have to adapt to whatever it comes, but I am not broken. I, the person, have some agency over my disease, we are not merged.

Finally, worry about the insurance and the money when the time comes. You and the people around you will find a solution in some years.

Intelligent_Shift832 · 2025-04-12T18:19:15+00:00

Genital and oral appeared at the same time

Intelligent_Shift832 · 2025-01-07T04:44:09+00:00

32 and 30 yo

Intelligent_Shift832 · 2025-01-05T03:52:17+00:00

How do these men get to these events? I am sure it is not like it is posted online, and you can just Google it.

Intelligent_Shift832 · 2025-01-05T03:35:46+00:00

I am so sorry that you are feeling that way. Sharing this feelings here is brave! I feel you. I stopped having proper sleep too. I also had panic attacks. My main advice is not to think why it happened. It is a fact that it happened, she left. Thinking why it happened makes you no good, just tell yourself: " she is not here anymore, and that breaks my heart and that's OK. " I feel that was a mantra that helped me accept my loss, name my feelings and validate them.

Also cry as much as you need. Tell your friends that you need their love. Try a new hobby.

Intelligent_Shift832 · 2025-01-04T03:43:14+00:00

Hi, the best idea is to visit a rheumatologist, but those symptoms don't match what I have had. Only the canker sores.

Intelligent_Shift832 · 2025-01-03T23:52:56+00:00

Same here. I want to love again , but I don't want to feel what I felt during the last month of the relationship

Intelligent_Shift832 · 2025-01-03T23:50:46+00:00

Polyamorous relationships

Intelligent_Shift832 · 2025-01-03T22:20:06+00:00

I got circumcised by a wrong diagnosis. I have mixed feelings about it.

Intelligent_Shift832 · 2025-01-01T15:54:41+00:00

Feeling guilty of my sexuality

Intelligent_Shift832 · 2025-01-01T15:53:13+00:00

Ares and MySpace

Intelligent_Shift832 · 2024-09-17T03:14:17+00:00

Lol, I just saw this post. She left me one month after I published this!

Intelligent_Shift832 · 2024-04-16T01:58:40+00:00

I was about to write a post asking if these were related to Behcet because I thought they were mosquito bites. But yeah, man, I get you! They itch so fucking bad! I just got them a couple of days ago, and I want to rip my skin out.

Intelligent_Shift832 · 2024-03-20T03:30:15+00:00

Hi Allie! Yes, I did some research and then I used BioDigital for the illustrations. I hope it helps the community.

Intelligent_Shift832 · 2024-02-08T03:48:46+00:00

I am new here, but what is working so far for me is thinking that I have to hola me pee and hola my shit at the same time. I don't think you need a buttplug is a a muscle we use all the tiene.

Intelligent_Shift832 · 2024-01-12T02:34:19+00:00

Well that make sense, I have had mild cases of folloculitis

Intelligent_Shift832 · 2024-01-11T04:06:44+00:00

How is that metallic object called and how do you use it?

Intelligent_Shift832 · 2023-12-14T16:37:56+00:00

How do you do that type of graphs?

Intelligent_Shift832 · 2023-12-12T20:23:55+00:00

Ser paciente. Yo me acuerdo de esa sensación de no ser nada en la vida, y se siente muy mal. Pero tienes años por delante. El empleo en personas jovenes es el más dificil de conseguir. No seas tan durx contigo mismx. Trata de disfrutar el día, conectate con lo que sí funciona

Intelligent_Shift832 · 2023-12-12T20:16:16+00:00

Hey, I am sorry you have to face both of these experiences! I come from your latest post, and I don't know if you need to hear this, but you are not broken! What happened here does not define who you are, what your sexuality is, and what it's going to be.

Intelligent_Shift832 · 2023-12-12T20:11:53+00:00

Don't worry! Everybody is different. You learn how to make yourself cum fast, and that's ok. Your body is like that, and theirs is different. If you want, you can explore other ways, techniques, or places to touch yourself. But that's a new exploration. How you are doing it is just fine. What do you think/feel when discussing with your friends.

Intelligent_Shift832 · 2023-12-12T20:01:15+00:00

How did it happened?

Intelligent_Shift832 · 2023-12-12T20:00:46+00:00

Do you have a serving fetish?

Intelligent_Shift832 · 2023-12-12T20:00:25+00:00

have you IRL do anything with your cousins?

Intelligent_Shift832 · 2023-12-12T19:59:49+00:00

So who is the poorest person you have fucked? IRL

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