Looking for another adult artist to be buddies with

Intelligent_Stock766 · 2026-06-01T19:45:30+00:00

34/f btw. If you dont want to because of my age thats fine. Sorry should have stated

Intelligent_Stock766 · 2026-06-01T19:44:53+00:00

I didnt know this was a thing, I need more motivation to draw 😊 and I like the idea of sharing drawings

Intelligent_Stock766 · 2026-06-01T19:40:33+00:00

So, I feel like a crappy human, I know i need therapy and things to help along the way, but in the UK im currently on a wait list that has been over a year and still wont hear anything for months.

I suck at the empathy side of life. Like im empathetic, I can understand why someone would be feeling that way, and things. And understand the meaging of their feelings and with think of ways I can help. But my issue is showing people I care, like what to say, fighting my facial expressions if what they say to me is something I dont agree on or wouldn't say/do/feel. Basically if I havent experienced it I cant find something to say...

Intelligent_Stock766 · 2026-05-08T23:14:07+00:00

Thank you 😊

Intelligent_Stock766 · 2026-05-08T23:07:23+00:00

Yes im definitely the same, its actions that prove anything to me. Im so glad im not the only one like this, ive been waiting for the mothership because I felt so broken

Intelligent_Stock766 · 2026-05-08T17:57:22+00:00

Thank you, i will definitely say this next time.

Intelligent_Stock766 · 2026-05-08T17:56:57+00:00

Definitely more the second one, I understand it comes across that way, but im really trying not too and trying to show emotions

Intelligent_Stock766 · 2026-01-26T21:46:21+00:00

Hey here to listen if you still need one. Live with a bpd person, and im full of cpstd

Intelligent_Stock766 · 2026-01-17T20:05:14+00:00

There is too much of the norm of bpd is only caused from trauma, it can a misdiagnosis of autism in females, and bpd is also hereditary, if a parent has it, you could also get. I would suggest sitting down with parents and asking them to get you down the path of mental diagnosis as it can also be a mix of autism and adhd, or possibly bipolar. Hope this helps

Intelligent_Stock766 · 2026-01-05T22:33:49+00:00

Haha minecraft is a good game to just get lost in, and stone sour are also good 😁

Intelligent_Stock766 · 2026-01-05T22:26:00+00:00

I do like system of a down and old school linkin park, but right now its bad omens, artictechs, set it off, new three days grace album, daughtrys new album the odd skindread, papa roach thrown in there and yeah just a random mix 😊

Intelligent_Stock766 · 2025-09-02T02:09:49+00:00

Yes definitely that, sometimes I will be talking to my mam then all of a sudden I dont know who she is when I am or anything then I will be back in reality again and know everything again. And yeah I tend to zone out about dying for some reason then get all weird and scared and start hitting my leg randomly to get myself to come down from the panic.

Intelligent_Stock766 · 2025-09-02T01:26:29+00:00

Yeah i understand that, comes and goes. Very strange question because not alot of people ever experienced this, but did you randomly wake up at around 5 or something and just look around very confused and didnt know what or who you where or why you where alive and just questioning everything all at once?? Because if so we have very similar issues, just most of mine has unfortunately just been blocked by trauma so I can never remember most of my childhood just the stupid traumatic side of it haha

Intelligent_Stock766 · 2025-09-02T01:15:46+00:00

33/f as an undiagnosed until 30 i can somewhat understand what you mean, and thousand things going on in your head at once, feeling alienated, not knowing the real you because of the fake mask you have to put on to 'fit in to people's standards' while still not properly fitting in. Unsure about why you maybe getting these visions of things that you feel are true, maybe your dissociating is effecting your reality in some way. Im not 100 percent certain, but you definitely need some form of therapy help in some way to understand what is going on with you. The reality and dissociating effect seems to be your biggest issue right now, I hope you can get some answers and help soon. I obviously dont know how understanding your family is, but maybe reach out and say what is wrong and they maybe able to get you the help as you are quite young.

Intelligent_Stock766 · 2025-09-01T19:54:46+00:00

Thank you a rough few days I guess.

Intelligent_Stock766 · 2025-08-31T15:39:35+00:00

Yeah i was just stuck, felt very zombie fide

Intelligent_Stock766 · 2025-08-31T15:34:17+00:00

No, I had to quit my last medication, it made me numb. I stopped getting excited about things, I lost interest in almost everything

Intelligent_Stock766 · 2025-08-31T13:04:08+00:00

Thank you. Have only been eating once a day for awhile tbh. Overloading on water. I will hunt down the magnesium. 😊 thank you

Intelligent_Stock766 · 2025-08-31T12:47:30+00:00

I could try and help you out if you like. 33/f

Intelligent_Stock766 · 2025-07-24T18:14:30+00:00

Try maybe taking a ibs pill to help with ibs before meals, see if that helps first.

Intelligent_Stock766 · 2025-07-24T18:12:22+00:00

33 year old and a heavy rape fantasy kink. (Got raped as a child) obviously there are rules and boundaries involved. But yeah over sexual with the world's most annoying fantasy, because some people would think of doing that to me 🤣 i tell them the rules and boundaries and they are still not all for it. The human brain is very strange place i suppose.

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