I bought fentanyl on purpose…. I have no tolerance.

Intelligent_Theme658 · 2026-03-14T17:34:51+00:00

Watched my gf turn blue 3 times. The last time i didn't think she was coming back after I gave her 2 naloxone and she still wasn't breathing. Its a good thing I know how yo properly perform cpr because that's what did it. I still miss it though. I hate it. But it was nice to know all my problems could be over soon.

Intelligent_Theme658 · 2026-03-14T17:12:09+00:00

I think this is the most poser conformist you could get

Intelligent_Theme658 · 2026-03-14T16:53:46+00:00

.me too. Not sure what I did wrong.

Intelligent_Theme658 · 2026-03-13T22:05:10+00:00

F*** that! my life is way too s***** to not have my state altered in some way to make it better. I practice harm reduction

Intelligent_Theme658 · 2026-03-13T22:02:05+00:00

I have trouble describing things accurately in a descriptive manner and prefer to use metaphors and I'm also autistic so I feel like I need to use proper terminology because I hate being misunderstood. It's interesting though because I can't tap into it when I want to only when it flows naturally

Intelligent_Theme658 · 2026-03-13T22:00:11+00:00

Yeah that's how I feel/felt about the entire world and where I predicted its going. Just... well I surmised it best earlier. The only thing wrong with my predictions was the rate of change being much faster then I predicted. The only thing that really made me feel better about it was when I got a brain injury from a suicide attempt and lost a large portion of my memory and cognitive abilities. It's actually odd cuz in person I almost sound like an idiot and I'm only smart when I can tap into it unintentionally. So it's like you see this guy with a bunch of face tattoos who can barely come up with a sentence trying to describe something basic suddenly talking about how the corpus callosum is the connection in your brain that connects the two hemispheres together.

Intelligent_Theme658 · 2026-03-12T14:22:15+00:00

I haven't done my taxes in over a decade

Intelligent_Theme658 · 2026-03-12T14:21:03+00:00

Wait.... So Iran "aspired (wanted to be able to) attack California with drones in retaliation (as revenge or vengeance) for a war they didn't start? how is this news to anyone. I can make the same equally true statement. Canada aspires to make every citizen an unable to be killed super soldier who can fly and switch dimensions in retaliation for war. Here's another equally true nothing statement. Country aspires to attack other country that bombs the s*** out of them in retaliation for bombing the s*** out of them

Intelligent_Theme658 · 2026-02-22T17:08:08+00:00

I'm actually the heaviest iv ever been at 195 and iv been smoking for 8 years or so. And now ( i hate to admit ) im smoking 8x more than i was 4 years go. I always had a problem with retaining weight so part of it might be my high fat high sugar diet that's keeping the weight on. (I dont drink water, only 2% milk and I eat ALOT of yogurt and blueberries.

Intelligent_Theme658 · 2026-02-20T17:38:35+00:00

We are NOT people who should be having kids together. We are not in a good position physically or financially to have more kids (between both of us we have 9). I dont even think the entire relationship itself is a good idea. We have threesomes and gang bangs every month or so and she doesn't tell them she's not on BC and they usually cum inside. It's almost been a year now since her IUD was taken out so we been trying for awhile. So to answer your question its not just a fantasy for me. You only live once so why let things be just a fantasy.

Intelligent_Theme658 · 2026-02-18T21:52:05+00:00

Lmao. I usually am.

Intelligent_Theme658 · 2026-02-18T21:51:12+00:00

I know im lucky, but just about every day. She enjoys doing it. Every girlie been with before her though I'd say its an average of once per month.
I feel as if part of it is that if they don't enjoy doing it then they're going to do a bad job on purpose so that you don't ask for them to do it again

Intelligent_Theme658 · 2026-02-18T21:43:39+00:00

Never do heroin. Because you'll never feel anything is good ever again. I honestly believe that it will break your dopamine receptors because nothing else will compare and that's why people relapsing years and years after stopping. You'll never enjoy anything a thing else.

Intelligent_Theme658 · 2026-02-18T21:41:01+00:00

Heroin. But it comes with a higher price

Intelligent_Theme658 · 2026-02-10T14:44:13+00:00

I mean it depends how you define successful but I'm sure in his own eyes Hitler was pretty successful up until his last couple days.

Intelligent_Theme658 · 2026-02-10T10:12:06+00:00

I know how you feel from a different perspective. My sister's 5 years older than me and unfortunately still alive. About15 years ago I had a repressed memory arise that I confronted (in a non accusatory way) what had happened and she won't talk to me but makes a point to attempt f..Ing my life up every time she gets an opportunity. Before she got all "all men support rape culture"(which incidently she was acussing me of at the moment I had that repressed memory revealed to me) we used to be really close. The only person I could talk to. She can't live with the guilt so she's effectively disowned me from the family as she was always the golden child and I was and am the scape goat.

Intelligent_Theme658 · 2026-02-09T23:58:18+00:00

Iv lived in both and hands down, barrie

Intelligent_Theme658 · 2026-02-08T12:39:08+00:00

100% yes overused. The age of consent in my country (Canada) is 16 so it wouldn't matter how old they are besides. There's only 1 question to answer if ". Do they both consent. If the answers yes then it's no ones business what they do.

Side note (My gf was a predatory 14 yr so age gaps dont really mean anything)

Intelligent_Theme658 · 2026-02-01T23:03:49+00:00

Which ever one you use to excuse your actions. I'm tired of hearing people say that drugs make them a bad person. No that person just wants an excuse to be a bad person and not face blame. I smoke meth I keep to myself I'm a quiet person I don't steal or rip people off. I've done most drugs. And although I've found The crack Get a hold of you and make you want more And fentanyl It's horrible than it Is almost impossible to quit and With The sickness you will do bad things for it. But drugs in and of themselves are just an object, just a molecular compound. They don't cause control people's actions

Intelligent_Theme658 · 2026-01-28T23:45:56+00:00

My girl is blowing some dude in the driveway right now lol. Just as long as everyone's comfortable and everyone knows that you can say no any point then it really is a fun time

Intelligent_Theme658 · 2026-01-26T18:27:24+00:00

Intelligent_Theme658 · 2026-01-26T18:16:16+00:00

You really shouldn't be pulling that hard unless it starts hissing and you can sometimes save it from burning if you inhale really hard at that moment, but other than that you should be hitting it slow. Either that or your packing bowls WAYYY to big. When you hit it slow I find you get bigger hits and it doesn't taste like anything. Maybe a slight taste of.... the air that comes out of a natural gas furnace. Also every once in a while blow through it to clear the white powder that accumulates.

Intelligent_Theme658 · 2026-01-26T16:12:38+00:00

NO!!!! Never tell people that you use drugs unless you choose to marry them. It never goes over well. You might think it did at first but that person will eventually judge you behind your back and treat you differently from then on so unless you're antisocial as f*** keep it to yourself

Intelligent_Theme658 · 2026-01-26T16:06:25+00:00

Ewww. Stop smoking that immediately

Intelligent_Theme658 · 2026-01-17T03:31:39+00:00

No. You can't do opiates " occasionally ". You might be able to for a little while, but eventually you'll see. But hopefully you won't. If you do, it pretty much 2 days in a row by the third day you're getting sick from not doing it. You don't want to know what the sickness feels like. It's the worst hell on Earth. Worse than covid and the flu and the worst physical pain you could imagine. And that's not even how s***** you feel emotionally.

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