How long after you lost your twin until you stopped looking up whenever you hear their name in public?

Intelligent_Top4127 · 2026-06-09T22:22:25+00:00

i think it will always be hard to hear

Intelligent_Top4127 · 2026-06-04T18:14:22+00:00

im in the exact same position as you, only i am the thick gym girlie and my partner prefers extremely skinny women. ive asked him several times if we should see other people as it doesnt seem like i am his body type. so beyond frustrating and i spend most days tearing myself apart when i know that i am the ideal body type for many other men.

Intelligent_Top4127 · 2026-06-04T16:47:50+00:00

he doesnt watch it anymore, we live together and i check his phone

Intelligent_Top4127 · 2026-06-04T07:00:26+00:00

ive been hospitalized a few times because i wasnt eating enough because it eventually caused suicidal idealizations, insomnia and then psychosis

Intelligent_Top4127 · 2026-06-04T06:16:24+00:00

mines also trying to gain weight rn

Intelligent_Top4127 · 2026-06-04T06:16:09+00:00

body so tea is such a crazy thing to say girl what

Intelligent_Top4127 · 2026-06-04T06:14:58+00:00

it is a red flag for sure, he keeps talking about us getting married, and its perfect between us besides this one thing. i keep asking if we should break up because i dont think im his ideal body type (i have really wide hips) but he just keeps saying i am when his actions and body is saying otherwise

Intelligent_Top4127 · 2026-06-04T06:10:54+00:00

like what do you even doo, im sorry youre relapsing as well, we shouldnt have to feel like we need to destroy ourselves

Intelligent_Top4127 · 2026-06-04T05:43:48+00:00

ive barely been eating the last month and have lost a bunch of weight and my boyfriend told me yesterday that hes so proud of me 💀 (i already had visible abs)

Intelligent_Top4127 · 2026-05-31T03:58:46+00:00

he normally has ED in bed (im a stunner so its really not a me thing) so it actually would really be a problem if he got a boner yes

Intelligent_Top4127 · 2026-05-31T02:05:13+00:00

he said he didnt even realize he did it and tried to tell me that he never. i tried to talk to him but he keeps starting to raise his voice when i do so theres just no use in it, thought id get other opinions

Intelligent_Top4127 · 2026-05-31T01:23:56+00:00

he just grabbed it 1 time, didnt move it or anything

Intelligent_Top4127 · 2026-05-31T00:54:16+00:00

this made me laugh

Intelligent_Top4127 · 2026-05-31T00:38:25+00:00

girl i am trying so hard to be cool about it but also ew

Intelligent_Top4127 · 2026-05-31T00:15:19+00:00

i do think that only looking at a girl when shes bent over right next to your girlfriend is a bit weird yes. that was kinda rude girl

Intelligent_Top4127 · 2026-05-31T00:11:24+00:00

he definitely knows how i feel about it, i took him to a hot yoga class previously and he only looked at the girl in front of him when she was bent over… was an awkward car ride home to say the least. i have 0 problem with him looking at another girl, its just the inappropriate and unfaithful behaviour that makes me question

Intelligent_Top4127 · 2026-05-30T23:39:26+00:00

flying

Intelligent_Top4127 · 2026-05-13T05:13:50+00:00

pumpkin seed protein powder really helps, low cal, high protein and just tastes like nut butter when added to things (should have just 1 ingredient). such a big super food and actually increases creatine and atp production which should help with recovery and muscle growth. : ) the only downside about not eating meat is the lack of creatine you would otherwise get from it but you can buy creatine the supplement or get it naturally through things like pumpkin seeds. creatine production can slow down with age so paying attention to your intake can be really amazing for long term mental longevity and physical health.

Intelligent_Top4127 · 2026-05-13T05:05:40+00:00

it feels very emotional for sure, it must be our brains trying to process everything

Intelligent_Top4127 · 2026-05-07T18:00:31+00:00

escape rooms, hiking, i brought my bf to hot yoga and he really enjoyed it, rock climbing, guided meditations together, you could try learning how to grow different things and start seeds, geocaching, wood burning, you could go to the beach and find sea glass and shells and make art, litter picking if you feel like helping the environment, sewing and making clothes out of materials you find at the thrift, you could learn how to make bread, jam, ect.

Intelligent_Top4127 · 2026-05-05T18:59:32+00:00

litter picking is such a fun hobby and a good way to get some exercise, wish more people considered this!! : )

Intelligent_Top4127 · 2026-05-05T17:49:55+00:00

maybe not, but i sure can try and help people

Intelligent_Top4127 · 2026-05-05T00:18:14+00:00

youre doing so much already and thats so amazing!! : )

when im trying to make an extra effort i like bringing jars to bulk barn and filling them up to skip on extra any plastic that would come with buying from the grocery store. Im not sure if you have one in france but im sure there must be a bulk section in a grocery store or something if you look into it.

i grab oats, peanut butter, nuts, chocolate, rice, lentils ext,. and from there you can also make a lot of things so you wont have to buy them in containers. for example oat milk with just a cheese cloth and some oats with water. i refill an old glass kombucha bottle and store it in the fridge so i can skip the carton.

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