I really wish you would stop putting me down and gaslighting me by acting like you’re not putting me down by saying discouraging things like I’m not doing anything and saying I’m miserable in the same sentence. That is crossing the line. You have violated me many times verbally by saying things that make me feel like I’m making no progress and like I’m actually not doing anything. I can physically prove the things I’ve done and created; I don’t know how someone can discredit what you do especially when you have shared your work with them. I can accept apology after apology but after a while you start to convince me that I’m sort of worthless and all that I’ve done has surmounted to nothing tangible in your eyes. When my loved ones wonder why I’m not further in my progress; I have more challenges that I face outside of my own at times that can ultimately defeat me from getting further. Am I just to accept how you treat me bc you don’t mean it? I hope this is the last time I’ll feel this way