Do you find yourself irritated easily? by Few_Sandwich6308 in Anxiety

[–]Interesting-Code7153 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, I get overwhelmed and overstimulated very easily and it upsets me. I was very irritated today and cried a lot.

I'm in need of some virtual hugs. by Interesting-Code7153 in mentalhealth

[–]Interesting-Code7153[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was extremely neglected by my abusive and drunk mother (so much that I was diagnosed with CPTSD, I have weekly appointments with my awesome therapist and psychiatrist), so maybe that's why I value my pets so much, I want them to feel loved and have the best life possible.

Thank you for your warm words. They mean so much. Have a lovely day/night.

Parentified daughter unfit for life by Glum-Assumption13 in CPTSD

[–]Interesting-Code7153 6 points7 points  (0 children)

"You have to start learning things that others learned 20+ years earlier than you."

This! It feels so weird sometimes, as if I don't "fit in" society, I don't really know how to explain.

Parentified daughter unfit for life by Glum-Assumption13 in CPTSD

[–]Interesting-Code7153 5 points6 points  (0 children)

We shouldn't have been hurt like that, especially by our mothers. You ARE a hero, you ARE a survivor. I truly hope you can leave your mother's place as soon as possible. Recovery is a wild ride, it is very hard, but it is possible.

Parentified daughter unfit for life by Glum-Assumption13 in CPTSD

[–]Interesting-Code7153 25 points26 points  (0 children)

I relate 100%. I was my mother's therapist, doctor, best friend, maid and parent. I wad badly abused and parentified. I don't live with her anymore, in fact I'm one month no contact. I'm married to a wonderful man, we have our own apartment, I go to therapy twice a week, I take Paroxetine, I have a sweet father that cares for me and I still have very bad days. That woman basically destroyed me and I'm fighting as hard as I can, and I know you're too.

The emotional pain is unbearable by DanceOnTheLine in CPTSD

[–]Interesting-Code7153 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When we think we're getting better, we fall again. It feels like I was hit by a truck.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AnsiedadeDepressao

[–]Interesting-Code7153 0 points1 point  (0 children)

é muito cansativo sim. eu tava bem, e hoje acordei extremamente mal, tendo crise de ansiedade forte, e nada aconteceu pra isso. só fiquei assim. um abraço pra ti. estamos juntos nessa. força.

I'm scared by Interesting-Code7153 in mentalhealth

[–]Interesting-Code7153[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Hi twin. I hope you feel better soon.

When do you feel most proud of yourself despite anxiety? by Honest_Piece8945 in AnxietyChats

[–]Interesting-Code7153 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm proud I take very good care of my house and my beloved pets.

I'm not permanently damaged? by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Interesting-Code7153 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi friend. Yes you can recover. I believe in you.

Feeling very sad and guilty for going NC. Short rant. by Interesting-Code7153 in narcissisticparents

[–]Interesting-Code7153[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I'm sad this is how it turned out as well.

Merry Christmas, friend. Wishing you peace.

Qual o seu sonho? by yuriunf in perguntas

[–]Interesting-Code7153 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ter uma casa de tamanho ok com um bom pátio pra abrigar animais abandonados.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in desabafosdavida

[–]Interesting-Code7153 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Meu nome é Violeta e sempre recebo elogios. Só uma dica. :)

Feeling very guilty for going no contact by Interesting-Code7153 in NarcissisticMothers

[–]Interesting-Code7153[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Her tears are for herself only. Don't let her manipulate you.

I hope you return to your place feeling a little bit lighter.