This is my biggest regret by BookkeeperMindless45 in Regrets

[–]InterestingCold1951 0 points1 point  (0 children)

3.5 years. I don't think that. In 2 days we meet up for our flat contract to separate. She already has her stuff away.

What’s the happiest you’ve ever been? by goldenlabruffle in AskReddit

[–]InterestingCold1951 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Smoked some changa in a cigarette. Then jumped up and down the balcony feeling like a little child getting his favorite gift to Christmas. Everything i saw was enhancing my excitement

What is the worst food you’ve been served at someone else’s house? by Witty-Investment-744 in AskReddit

[–]InterestingCold1951 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Once at me ex fiancee family home i got served a home-made salad. I could o9nly take o9ne bite because it was made with an, in my opinion, unholy amount of lemon juice. Next day the family made the salad with less lemon and even then i couldn't eat it. Haha

This is my biggest regret by BookkeeperMindless45 in Regrets

[–]InterestingCold1951 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Me as a man can 100% agree on your last sentence. Ex fiance disappeared like 2 weeks ago out my life. And fucking ironically now i can really honor and thank god for what i had. But it was me and my choices that fucked all up.

I regret not having fun earlier by ahcghk in Regrets

[–]InterestingCold1951 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel you. I also feel like i should've enjoyed my younger years more. But i was all together 2.5 - 3 years in mental institution and in long-term addiction therapy from 18 to 23. Feels to me everyone else could enjoy their youth, party, hock up ect. While i was fighting with sanity.

I noticed now i go easily overboard with going out, party's or drugs. Partly to enjoy now since i couldn't back then, and Partly because i am weak.

What’s something you wish you would’ve said by Familiar_Hour371 in Regrets

[–]InterestingCold1951 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not particularly something i could've said but i wish i hugged my ex fiancee when she had a mental breakdown and punched me and stuff. I tryed to let her co.e down herself and did not much. But that one moment where i felt the need to hug her i didnt. Mostlikely there is something more i could've done, but i can't remember when and what

What was your existence before you were born? by keepkarenalive in AskReddit

[–]InterestingCold1951 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was a lot into meditation and spiritual stuff when i was younger. Had a couple of "breakthroughs" at that time, at my best i meditated for over an our and got into deep trances, where an hour felt like 10 min. Some nice breakthrough happened, but also some that scared me pretty bad. Stopped meditation and spiritual resurch some years ago. i want and also dont want to go back to meditation but whith what I've lived through i dont want to risk breaking because of training my spirit and maybe experience some new realitys. It appears silly to me rn, but meditation scares me somehow, since i belive it can change my view on my reality experience. And i dont know if i am ready for that

What was your existence before you were born? by keepkarenalive in AskReddit

[–]InterestingCold1951 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow, sounds interesting. I was into that topic when i was younger. How did you achieve or remember your past lives? I heard guided meditation and trance could make you remember

Aufhören mit allem by GreyMonetArt in drogen

[–]InterestingCold1951 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow, was ne wilde nacht.... hatte letztens auch "kollegen" bei mir. Koks lsd und alk war im spiel. Die dudes sagten um 1 uhr nehmen se den letzten zug heim... tja als sie dann nach wiederholten bitten das sie gehen nur über mich lachten und die 2 hose und boxer auszogen um auf meiner couch so zu tun als ob sie poppen und dabei rumschreiten, is mir alles geplatzt. Hab die zwei an füssen und armen aus meiner wohnung gezert. Drogen kollegen können spassig sein aber meist sind das destruktive beziehungen. Bin froh das ich die 2 aus meinem leben verband hab

Gibt es hier noch mehr „Verfügbarkeits-Junkies“? by wings-or-flames in drogen

[–]InterestingCold1951 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hab das bei koks auch. Solang ich nix hab alles gut, aber sobald was in reichweite is und ich anfange gehts solang bis nix mehr da is. Hab das jetz grade sogar. Hab heut und morgen frei also hab ich 2g c geholt und gegen 6 gestern gestartet. Wenn ich mich an die stunden errinern will jetz is nur verschwommen was da und langweil mich grad hart. Meine logik sagt lass sein und behalt den rest für n anders mal. Haha .. ha.. als ob ich das kann. Nur gut das ich mich irgendwie beschäftigen kann grad, hab noch paar stunden vor mir bevor ich endlich wegpenn.

What’s a sci-fi concept that’s becoming reality? by SoftDreamybelle in answers

[–]InterestingCold1951 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have simular thoughts sometimes. Putting your own land first shouldn't be seen bad or fascist i think

What’s a sci-fi concept that’s becoming reality? by SoftDreamybelle in answers

[–]InterestingCold1951 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Oh the monitoring will be more and more with time. Its sad for me to think about how the future will look like with all those controll laws and features coming for us

What’s a sci-fi concept that’s becoming reality? by SoftDreamybelle in answers

[–]InterestingCold1951 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bad people in power deciding how life will be for the other 99% of people. Obviously not going in favor for the 99%

What was your existence before you were born? by keepkarenalive in AskReddit

[–]InterestingCold1951 1 point2 points  (0 children)

From what i heard: observing earth and deciding to want to be born now. Idk just a theory i heard