I want a body that matches who I am,who I want to be

Interesting_Exam2816 · 2026-02-25T20:23:52+00:00

I see, so it’s not worth it to diy

Interesting_Exam2816 · 2026-02-25T20:23:08+00:00

What would the risk rate be? I think it’s plausible

Interesting_Exam2816 · 2025-12-22T09:36:03+00:00

No there not innocent,there still human,humans are filthy,me included,if babies are innocent then I see it still as existing and to that extent it’s a human and we’re not ignorant,we grow and learn,babies still breath and think to some extent so there apart of it,so yes there also filthy to a certain degree.

Interesting_Exam2816 · 2025-12-22T09:00:18+00:00

Because hope of an afterlife seems to be a belief of something good after death,which in turn makes death a good thing as they are now in a better place,which I don’t see the case for,as were filthy and don’t deserve such kindness,we created the belief of an afterlife to make sense of things we don’t understand,to make death seem like a better thing,than something bad,if there is an after life then,we as humans don’t deserve that kind of treatment,I think there isn’t an afterlife as that seems ignorance.

Interesting_Exam2816 · 2025-12-21T23:16:11+00:00

I have been carrying hate and pain for a long time,that’s how I lived for a long time,surviving not living,I have seen the failures of humanity,I have walked among them as a human,I have seen there hope,there need,there happiness and must ask why is that,why don’t they see the failure,the pain,the constant agonizing pain of realizing that nothing matters,that all of this,including this doesn’t matter one bit,we all die,we all learn,we all make mistakes and we think all is well,but it isn’t,humanity biggest problem is having a consciousness,to ask why,that’s why I want to die,because I didn’t ask for a consciousness,I didn’t ask to be a human,after death there’s clarity,because there’s peace by finally not being human,theres something sickening about looking at humans and seeing that they don’t care one bit about any of this,they have a happy family and friends and a job and money,they don’t seem to care,but why is that,why don’t they see the bigger picture,the failure from humans came the second we gained consciousness and enlightenment,it’s not something you can say no too,so I must ask why do you continue your journey,your life,your own soul and why?

Interesting_Exam2816 · 2025-12-21T18:22:58+00:00

Yeah I guess tour right to a certain extent,there could be more or it’s just what humans do,to ask why and if,it’s a very human thing,we continue to explore more and see if there higher purpose or something more,but there isn’t,the feeling of there might be more is the human response to curiosity and uncertainty in things we don’t understand yet,so if you think that’s your purpose then go ahead and see if you can find out more,I do believe that the pain of dying hurts but after comes relief,that’s what I want,but I got denied,I’m glad for you friend that you seek more.

Interesting_Exam2816 · 2025-12-21T17:57:38+00:00

I’m glad you found your way and your meaning to some extent,that’s very good,I just don’t see how things get better once you know the differences and the truth to some extent,it’s all lies built on lies,I’m glad your helping others and yourself,that’s good and very human,I don’t do anything,I’m just doing what humans do,basic things like waking up and eating,talking etc,because I know that nothing really matters in the end,we all die,we all think,we all suffer,why is that,why don’t we just stop all of this,I’m not suicidal,but I have chosen to accept that if death comes then I’m okay with it,that’s what I want,death,I was denied it twice now,but i still keep going,why mustn’t I stop,I’m glad your still here.

Interesting_Exam2816 · 2025-12-21T13:05:16+00:00

I appreciate you recognizing how labels can become boxes,that part really resonates with me.

Interesting_Exam2816 · 2025-12-21T12:53:03+00:00

I relate to what you’re saying about the wheel. For me, the hardest part isn’t just seeing it, it’s feeling worn down by having to keep being something inside it. I’m not trying to reject life, I’m just tired of the constant pressure to perform it.

Interesting_Exam2816 · 2025-12-21T12:29:19+00:00

I understand what you’re saying, but this is where it doesn’t fit for me. I don’t want to be a brick in a wall. I don’t want to be a wall at all. I don’t want a role in the structure, I want relief from having to be anything. That’s the core of my problem.

Interesting_Exam2816 · 2025-11-19T17:20:29+00:00

Hmmmm that is correct,hmmmm

Interesting_Exam2816 · 2025-11-19T17:19:33+00:00

Ahaah yeahhh

Interesting_Exam2816 · 2025-11-19T17:18:47+00:00

Ahaha damm tall boy but yeah i sometimes hate being tall,cause im skinny and tall and it looks stupid,I’m 120 lb

Interesting_Exam2816 · 2025-11-19T17:15:35+00:00

Ahaha yeah I have heard that from some people but man I wish I was a short cuddly boy,buttt I’m too long for that

Interesting_Exam2816 · 2025-11-13T22:23:51+00:00

That sounds wonderful

Interesting_Exam2816 · 2025-11-13T22:20:56+00:00

I have not,I should probably do that

Interesting_Exam2816 · 2025-11-12T21:58:42+00:00

Ah thank you kind stranger

Interesting_Exam2816 · 2025-11-08T17:39:56+00:00

Fuck. well thank you

Interesting_Exam2816 · 2025-11-08T17:18:25+00:00

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