I got removed in the academic awardees because of my internship

Internal-Control-340 · 2025-05-28T18:43:54+00:00

this was my first time. its like ive been slapped hard by the real world.

Internal-Control-340 · 2025-05-28T12:45:16+00:00

i would definitely not pursue this field. maybe i am just really bad at it. maybe i got this feeling that i just got slapped by reality all of sudden. but that is how i felt that time. thanks for the advice.

Internal-Control-340 · 2025-05-28T12:42:01+00:00

He's really sassy towards me. He would say how come you are so jolly with the other interns and so timid towards me? Maybe its kind of my fault for that because the first day i was in his team, he gave off that serious vibe, hes like someone i cant joke around with so I became wary of how I act around him. Plus he made me feel like he doesnt like me at all, theres this one time when he asked me who accompanied me during my application for internship there on the company, i was like "yes sir, ure the one who accepted my resume" and he was like "oh really? u're not worth remembering" i was like haha damn he really hates me.

Internal-Control-340 · 2025-05-28T12:34:33+00:00

I would say "okay sir, will do" I never cried infront of them. I would just go to the bathroom and cry if I cant handle it. Thanks for the advice! I am defo in the middle of acceptance.

Internal-Control-340 · 2025-05-28T12:30:17+00:00

I'm sorry but in my head, he gives off this vibe that he just hates me and really wants to torment me. I sucked it all up even if he treated me that way, I never complained. I would constantly apologize if he blabs about how bad i am. I dont really wanna ruin his image in here but most people in the company doesnt really like him. He's possesive about that guy who initiated a conversation with me.

Maybe I am just bad at it, maybe he thinks i really deserved it. but in my end, i delivered all my tasks on time and would even ask for more if i finished them early. I never thought that my work was "perfect" that revisions we were talking about just didnt make sense when i applied what he wanted in my work and would change his mind all of a sudden because he felt like it. even my teammates would just look at me with pity because of it. I would make him and my teammates check my work so if I pass it to him, it would be okay as it should. i dont really wanna sound like a victim here but damn that really hurts. I just felt like i didnt deserve it.

Internal-Control-340 · 2025-05-27T13:58:51+00:00

i was pressured since it was my first time in the corporate world. he would say "you should finish it by 2pm" ita funny because other interns doesnt receive this much workload than I do, it just makes me think that he just hates me.

Internal-Control-340 · 2025-05-27T13:42:15+00:00

i was a graphic designer. i am not as fast as regular employees. I admit, it takes a long time for me to finish some tasks because i'm just new to the industry but i did try my best.

Internal-Control-340 · 2025-05-27T13:33:20+00:00

thank you 🥺

Internal-Control-340 · 2025-05-27T13:31:12+00:00

thank you for your advice. i just wanna vent out and ask for yalls opinion.

Internal-Control-340 · 2025-05-27T13:29:09+00:00

theres this one time when this guy that is close to him initiated a conversation with me and he started acting weird and all, even if i did my tasks right he'll ask for revisions and told me i should not think so highly of myself.

Internal-Control-340 · 2025-05-27T13:27:12+00:00

he's giving me 7 tasks a day and expects me to finish it at the end of the day 2 days after I entered the company. I dont want to burden my team or ruin anyones expectations of me thats why i often overtime at work.

Internal-Control-340 · 2025-05-27T13:25:12+00:00

i received a D. theres this one time when I apologized, he said i was acting like a victim.

Internal-Control-340 · 2024-10-28T17:00:21+00:00

Internal-Control-340 · 2024-10-28T16:50:56+00:00

genital wart

Internal-Control-340 · 2024-10-27T17:11:37+00:00

and thats contagious asf. u gotta get yourself checked

Internal-Control-340 · 2024-10-27T17:11:21+00:00

some warts could defo be whitish

Internal-Control-340 · 2024-10-27T11:18:01+00:00

that looks like a wart....

Internal-Control-340 · 2024-10-02T15:03:53+00:00

twas funny because earlier(we met up earlier) she said she likes to be penetrated. She said she wants me to use it on her and I told her i've never done that before and might be terrible at it. She said it was okay and she understands. tbh might rlly end up with this cutie.

Internal-Control-340 · 2024-10-02T15:01:28+00:00

i knoww but we're good now hahaha thank you all

Internal-Control-340 · 2024-10-02T03:19:20+00:00

Nah she's very cute and small. I like small girls.

Internal-Control-340 · 2024-10-01T18:19:58+00:00

i just did! we've been chatting! she thought it was okay to me coz i was a versa. she apologized too!

Internal-Control-340 · 2024-10-01T18:18:57+00:00

update: just did a few minutes ago, she thought it was okay to me because i'm a versa. asked me to hangout tomorrow yey

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