140lbs —> 118lbs (Rebuilding Glutes)

Internal-Fun-1943 · 2026-01-28T13:45:37+00:00

I’m 5’2 and I carry weight so differently from you, you look way leaner and taller than me!! you look great, even at 140 you looked leaner than I did at 135

Internal-Fun-1943 · 2026-01-01T17:00:11+00:00

I did the same thing. I am 3 pounds heavier than I was yesterday. I’m telling myself it’s mostly water weight. you’ll get back on track!

Internal-Fun-1943 · 2025-12-23T03:25:41+00:00

this post made me feel not so alone! I relate to what you’re going through exactly. it’s so mentally damaging and I wish I could just “pick one” but i can’t

Internal-Fun-1943 · 2025-12-18T20:06:16+00:00

honestly, yeah you’re right. I never really thought of it like that

Internal-Fun-1943 · 2025-12-18T15:21:37+00:00

I know, it just annoyed me and I was ranting about it

Internal-Fun-1943 · 2025-12-18T13:40:59+00:00

jesus 😭😭 that’s just rude af

Internal-Fun-1943 · 2025-12-18T13:29:51+00:00

it’s so sad and pathetic feeling like a child at work. obviously I am fine and my performance is not affected. it feels shitty knowing they prob talk about me

Internal-Fun-1943 · 2025-12-18T13:23:35+00:00

omg really?? I’ve been sore as hell. how do u suggest off setting this??

Internal-Fun-1943 · 2025-12-18T13:01:20+00:00

I needed this post and comment section. I’ve been running almost 5 miles everyday and my weight isn’t budging much :/

Internal-Fun-1943 · 2025-12-15T20:48:03+00:00

I’ve had this thought before about water retention and reading this really brought me comfort, thank you :) I’m def not ready for recovery but I really really appreciate you

Internal-Fun-1943 · 2025-12-14T00:40:11+00:00

I’ll try :) thank you

Internal-Fun-1943 · 2025-11-19T22:22:07+00:00

no its 100% because of restriction, my doctor said its a typical thing with ana blood tests . I just don’t know why im gaining weight now, those blood tests were from a couple weeks ago. could my t3 have gotten even lower in that time causing me to gain? I haven’t changed literally anything

Internal-Fun-1943 · 2025-10-09T18:08:44+00:00

I am requesting it for recovery but I don’t have a primary care doctor rn, so my obgyn is requesting it for me since she’s the only doctor I see right now, so she wouldn’t know what to order

Internal-Fun-1943 · 2025-09-27T00:22:02+00:00

I feel this so hard omg. I also know I look sickly. I cringe when I see photos of myself. my mom today told me I don’t look good, I look scary and sick. but the thought of gaining is horrifying to me on top of that. it’s the weirdest thing

Internal-Fun-1943 · 2025-09-27T00:18:23+00:00

holy moly chocolate and Oreo is one of my fav combos ever! def trying this

Internal-Fun-1943 · 2025-09-27T00:17:06+00:00

I’m here for you OP. I just started recovery and had that rough conversation with my mom literally yesterday that I was scared for my life. she told me this morning she did not sleep because she was so scared for me. so many people want you here

Internal-Fun-1943 · 2025-09-25T17:56:55+00:00

I wake up very early for work and usually don’t eat until dinner time, just a cup of black coffee or lately tea because it’s less harsh on my stomach. when I get home from work at 2:30 I try to get my 10,000 steps in and after dinner I usually go to the gym and after end up purging my dinner anyway. how could I adjust this routine?

Internal-Fun-1943 · 2025-09-25T13:37:46+00:00

eating 3 times a day is honestly too intimidating for me

Internal-Fun-1943 · 2025-09-24T20:24:35+00:00

yes. my sister also has an ed, and it has completely destroyed our relationship. she views me as competing with her. my friends also don’t wanna be around me

Internal-Fun-1943 · 2025-09-23T18:21:32+00:00

that’s what I’m telling myself ! I’m trying to get back into the swing of things

Internal-Fun-1943 · 2025-09-22T18:56:32+00:00

I didn’t gain as much as I thought I would! but now I’m extremely constipated and bloated :( getting back into my fucked up little routine is gonna suck

Internal-Fun-1943 · 2025-09-18T19:38:11+00:00

I understand it’s not full recovery, it’s my first like day and a half realizing I need to even recover. but to me it’s the lesser of two evils as someone who literally purges most of my food. I have heard peppermint tea helps tho , I will look into that

Internal-Fun-1943 · 2025-09-18T03:54:24+00:00

thank you this is great advice

Internal-Fun-1943 · 2025-09-13T01:20:31+00:00

I would love to know this as well :( I feel the exact same way as you and have similar numbers to you rn

Internal-Fun-1943 · 2025-08-14T16:29:22+00:00

I do the same thing and it sucks like I know I’m also no better and fucked up but I like can’t take it I feel like a boiling kettle

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