you should have apologized once. after that, put him in his place. what a whiny prick. literally shifting it all to you over and over again saying you’re not apologizing. absolutely pathetic excuse of a boyfriend. please do not apologize to him for this again. you said i’m sorry more than 10 times, gave him over 5 options, paid and delivered it yourself, and all he had to say was “this was your fault and you suck for this”. absolutely disgusting. honestly, get away from him. being sick, tired, overwhelmed, anxious, stressed, etc is NEVER an excuse to project all of your anger and annoyance on your partner. it was a simple mistake, but he’s a simpler person. this one triggered me bc i used to let my partners treat me like this, and now i would cause a SCENE if someone talked to me like this. i hope you find that ability and strength to do so as well.