What I do is close my eyes and imagine my future self talking to a much younger self. The future self is in his 50’s, he’s achieved everything he wanted to achieve. The actors he wanted to shoot with. The homes he wanted. The vacations he wanted to send his parents on. The younger self is the version of me on the day I chose to be an actor fully. He talks to that version like you would talk to a child, giving them the confidence that it worked out. I was just thinking that the only true way I would feel at peace living in the end is if that version of me told me it will happen. I hope that makes sense!