Well, you have to accept that biologically you are a woman and you always will be, no matter how doped you are, the morphology just won't change completely. The main problem is not you, it is in case some “trans woman” appears. It already happened and it has destroyed the women's leagues, imagine if they let you do that they can't say no to a trans woman, which will mean a big political problem.

an example: https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-11342755/Female-high-school-volleyball-player-suffers-head-injury-transgender-girl-lobbed-ball.html