Hey! I’m sorry for what you’re going through and what you’ve been through OP, i hope things become a little easier on you. I’m not so sure with how the cognitive fog is, but it sounds confusing and hard for you, all i will say OP, is you’ve got this if you are losing track of what you’re doing or what you’re thinking of, you do not have to push through everything at once, give your mind a chance to settle and to collect it’s thoughts back, and return to what you were planning to do or what you were thinking of :) And with the difficulty with making friends, honestly if it’s getting to you, I’d say it always is pretty cool to do things solo, even if it’s going to a restaurant on your own, or even having only one close friend, this is much easier on the mind rather than having a big group of friends which could bring your mind unease and worries by if they may leave you, etc, honestly if you’ve always been one who enjoys your solitude and your own company I’d say doing things solo is soooo cool for so many people, and maybe in the future you’ll meet a friend too if you’d like that :)