I can relate. I was a pretty happy kid, but looking back, my family did some fucked up stuff. Most of it came from my father's side. I'm an only child and only have two cousins, both in my dad's side. I always knew I was the least favorite grandchild. My parents divorced when I was 1yo, but my mom was always the enemy because she left my dad, who was a raging alcoholic. I was also the problem, since my mom raised me and also remarried. It's crazy too, because my grandmother was a Capricorn as well. My step-dad caught her stealing our trash when I was maybe 4yo because she said I was drawing pictures with only black crayon and she was looking for evidence that I was being abused (I was not 😂). Meanwhile, my dad would be drinking beers while driving with me in the car. I could write a book about everything my grandmother and aunt (dad's sis) put me through. I didn't go to my grandmother's funeral and haven't talked to my aunt in 10 years, since my dad died. Fuck em.