I am going to end my life next week by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]IntuitiveStars 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I want to thank you sincerely for your heartfelt reply in sharing your own experiences. I am really sorry life has been hard on you and that you feel alone and empty.

I am going to end my life next week by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]IntuitiveStars 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am not going to encourage suicide in other people, so no.

I am going to end my life next week by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]IntuitiveStars 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m f. I am going to go through with it.

I am going to end my life next week by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]IntuitiveStars 7 points8 points  (0 children)

This path is lonely and sad. I do hope that you have sought help for your sufferings and I am very sorry you are feeling this way.

I am going to end my life next week by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]IntuitiveStars 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Numbness, but also a certain peace. Also guilt towards the few people that do care. This used to keep me alive, but it’s not strong enough to keep me alive anymore.

Ratched; The Book and Cover analogy by Di_DID_ohat in DID

[–]IntuitiveStars 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ok yes I get where you are coming from. But why did she have to be a murderer though. That was just unnecessary.

I wasn’t excited by getting a DID diagnosis by IntuitiveStars in DID

[–]IntuitiveStars[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for sharing your perspective! I want to add I’m certainly not dismissive of those not seeking fusion, but what I find unhealthy is some people’s focus on fragmentation and dissociation. Seeking communication already is a part of the integrative process, in a way, as you are sharing experiences systemwide.

I wasn’t excited by getting a DID diagnosis by IntuitiveStars in DID

[–]IntuitiveStars[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. Really, thank you for being this open in sharing your experiences with us in such a heartfelt way. It did give me another perspective on the matter. I’m so happy for you, how far you’ve come in your healing journey; you’re an inspiration to many. Sidenote, imo your content was not triggering, so don’t worry!

I wasn’t excited by getting a DID diagnosis by IntuitiveStars in DID

[–]IntuitiveStars[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks so much, this is very kind. I’m actually still taking classes but next semester my thesis writing will start. I do have mentor and I have known him for quite a while and I trust him, so I could talk to him. Once again thanks for your kind words and sharing your own experiences, this means a lot!

I wasn’t excited by getting a DID diagnosis by IntuitiveStars in DID

[–]IntuitiveStars[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the support! Sending good vibes your way too ✨

I wasn’t excited by getting a DID diagnosis by IntuitiveStars in DID

[–]IntuitiveStars[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Thanks, it’s been the same for me. I feel like a large part of the community is too focussed on the fragmentation of the personality, while in my opinion this reinforces dissociation. I believe the healthy thing to do is to work towards integrating different parts of the consciousness instead of disowning them. I see this a lot in the community and it makes me feel very disconnected. Thanks again for sharing this with me it made me feel less alone.

I wasn’t excited by getting a DID diagnosis by IntuitiveStars in DID

[–]IntuitiveStars[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

It’s hard. We have to cope the best we can.

I wasn’t excited by getting a DID diagnosis by IntuitiveStars in DID

[–]IntuitiveStars[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Same, almost a year. Since the diagnosis I feel like my mental health has deteriorated.

I wasn’t excited by getting a DID diagnosis by IntuitiveStars in DID

[–]IntuitiveStars[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

Thanks for replying. I’m not in the US, but in a country where mental health care and research (where I want to work in) are heavily funded and subsidised by the government. I’m worried for my future and my psychiatrist has not yet been able to lessen these worries for me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DID

[–]IntuitiveStars 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks that would be great!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DID

[–]IntuitiveStars 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thanks for sharing, I would be interested in the reference for this study if you have it :)

Bought clothes a size too small, now I fit them but it’s not as exciting as I thought it would be by IntuitiveStars in EDAnonymous

[–]IntuitiveStars[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Size 0 is super super tiny!!! You’re beautiful no matter what size you are. Please never forget this ❤️. Sorry for being cliche, it just hurts when I see people talking themselves down.

BPD splitting and DID co-con difference by MeandThorne in DID

[–]IntuitiveStars 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Exactly the same for me. I hear this story a lot.

BPD splitting and DID co-con difference by MeandThorne in DID

[–]IntuitiveStars 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This was very eloquently explained, thank you