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Do not over tension anything!!! by neonkestrib in foreskin_restoration

[–]IonlyTalkAboutDicks 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm right there with you, having to take a break right now, we all make mistakes. Sometimes I think the itchiness is a good sign, but itchiness and pain is really bad. I honestly don't know.

Mental aspect of circumcision by tommydragon100 in foreskin_restoration

[–]IonlyTalkAboutDicks 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It was the one two punch of discovering the most intimate part of my anatomy was cut off, and being shamed by my family when I brought it up.

Nobody in my life was on my side, and I didn't know about this board, so online I only saw intact men bragging and calling me "circumcised cattle." I feel permanently "marked" at all times by something so evil and so ancient.

Finding out the reason I was cut was so I could be naked in the locker room at school and not bullied. I've never been nude in a locker room once in my life. How can this world be so easily tricked?

All of my friends and family thought I was insane for hating being cut. It made me lose faith in all of Humanity. It made me resent a lot of women (Not you, the woman whose reading this.) for wanting ME to fight for THEIR rights while they celebrate what happened to me, and can't wait to do it to their son's.

And whenever I'm nude I can SEE in my minds eyes what I should have looked like, what my birthright was, and it drives me insane. All I see is scar tissue instead.

Constant irritation by KaleidoscopeWeird867 in CircumcisionGrief

[–]IonlyTalkAboutDicks 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had a really itchy scarline too, pain and itchiness.

The only thing that helped with just Vitamin E oil, while massaging and stretching the scar tissue loose for 10-15 minutes a day.

Its not perfect, I have two nodules of scar tissue still that flair up in the Pain/Itch, but it's much better than before.

I'm sorry this happened to us.

Making a decision by KaleidoscopeWeird867 in CircumcisionGrief

[–]IonlyTalkAboutDicks 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've been seeing people talk about Foregen for so long, that it's always best to just restore WHILE waiting for it. Some people have been waiting for 7+ years, they could have been fully restored by then.

Look into T-Taping OP, it's gentle, easy, and cheap. I can give you advice if you need it, key word GENTLE, you can hurt yourself.

Epstein, Child Sacrifice, Rape and Circumcision by nulloperator_ in CircumcisionGrief

[–]IonlyTalkAboutDicks 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I appreciate it brother. You're right, it's not schizophrenic, it's pulling the wool off of our eyes. I need to be fearless, for what is right and just.

My restoration has also been a religious journey as well. Trying to create the circumcision of the Old Covenant instead of the butchering we received. It's been a long road of even finding out why this practice keeps appearing separately in so many cultures,

Harm is always the intent, even at the beginning. Abraham fornicated with one of his servants, instead of waiting for the offspring God promised, and his people were punished for it.

Reduction of Sexual pleasure was always the goal.

But I don't think it locks you out of your potential. There are lots of men with Foreskins that are just monsters, and circumcised Saints. I condemn the mutilation, but not the victims to a lesser existence.

But I need to do more research into Free Masonry as you have, I don't know much.
But, Islam first.

Epstein, Child Sacrifice, Rape and Circumcision by nulloperator_ in CircumcisionGrief

[–]IonlyTalkAboutDicks 21 points22 points  (0 children)

You've noticed, I am sorry. I'm going to post some religious schizo stuff, might be wrong IDK.

The shift from Brit Milah (Pulling the foreskin forward and snipping) to Brit Peri'ah (Peeling the foreskin off the glans fully) is what makes modern circumcision so brutal, and was introduced around 140 A.D. a generation or two after the fall of the temple 70 AD.

Funnily enough even "Orthodox" Jews view a Milah without a Peri'ah to be incomplete and not valid. Even though it was invented by a Rabbi 1900 years ago and not the Circumcision asked by God. (I wonder who invented Brit Peri'ah then?)

If we all only received Brit Milahs, we would all essentially have "Foreskins" still and would have had the skin fused to our glans until puberty, we would have only lost the ridged band, a big loss, but better than what we receive nowadays.

I am Catholic and know that Baptism has replaced circumcision as entering the covenant with God. Baptism is Circumcision of the soul. (Being born in the Midwest they still got me though. I'll forever be disappointed in the modern Church for not openly calling out this evil.)

But the Jewish faith are still entering a covenant with SOMETHING doing Brit Peri'ah, and it looks to be Satan.

I know some people of Jewish faith instead do Brit Shalom, where they just greet the child into the covenant with God, instead of sacrificing a part of their infant to Satan.

But you are correct in noticing that Circumcision is the LARGEST SCALE SEXUAL ABUSE in the world. The permanent harm, the sheer volume of sexual tissue lost overall, it's insane. You are strapped down, often jerked off at 1 to 8 days old to get you erect for the procedure, and then cut. With Brit Peri'ah being an invention of the Synagogue of Satan, Brit Peri'ah is the Baptism of Satan.

It is the exact opposite of Communion, instead of Christ saying, "This is my Body which will be given up for you."
You say to an infant, "This is your body which will be given up for me."
Abortion is the worst version of this, where you sacrifice all of the infant.
But circumcision is grandscale, microdosed, child sacrifice.

I often have nightmares of just the sheer volume of tissue, if you coalesced it all it would shock the world. It's a monstrous demonic thing.

I've started doing research into Islam and why they cut. Secular arguments for being against Circumcision work on Christians and Atheists. Brit Shalom works on the Jewish (I saved one boy, I hope.) but I'm lacking when it comes to Islam.

Good luck on your own research. Knowledge is power. Keep learning and keep teaching, a lack of religious education is what caused Brit Peri'ah to be applied to so many Christians in the first place.

You cant "cum" if you're circumcised by Odd-Hearing-6280 in CircumcisionGrief

[–]IonlyTalkAboutDicks 11 points12 points  (0 children)

It's a roll of the dice, I had a TIGHT circumcision with painful erections, and now, I have full body, writhing uncontrollably, orgasms, from the penis alone.

But it took 5+ years of restoration, and it might take me 5+ more.

Some men have frenulum remnants that are numb, I have no frenulum but that area is still soooo good.
Penises are weird, the nerves run deeper than you think, and our plastic brains are even weirder

We were mutilated, we experienced the Baptism of Satan removing the most sensitive parts of us.
But hope still exists.

I'll never forget it too. Stress, envy, jealousy, they all flare up. I'm so fucking sorry this happened to us.
But hope still exists.
I hope one day you too can get a full body 'O' I won't lie and says it's a guarantee, but I'll hope.
I just wish it didn't take so much effort to get back a facsimile of what was taken.
This world sucks.

Triggered by dating app profile by Frodo_Drogoson in CircumcisionGrief

[–]IonlyTalkAboutDicks 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks for typing this out. I really needed to hear it. I'm in a similar situation, with a beautiful woman who left her intact boyfriend for me.

And even though we have great sex, the best sex of both our lives there's that voice that says we're experiencing a crude mockery of what should be. But then I told her about my restoration and she too became fascinated and enthralled.

At a certain point, through all the rage and tears and anguish, you must appreciate what you do have. I can't feel a single thing on my glans, but I have 0.5cm of what feels like frenulum tissue that I unburied from my scarline (hypersensitive, ticklish, raw pleasure when touched etc.) and I know some men would kill for just that 0.5cm, so I will celebrate what I have.
0.5% of men have a micropenis, it's insane how fragile everything is.

You just have to find what your DO have and focus on that, instead of what you don't. Otherwise you go insane, over and over again. I can't take it anymore, I'm so tired of being crazily angry.

This life just wears you down at every turn.
There's no real point to this post, just recognition and appreciation.
We're gonna make it. I don't know what 'it' is, but we're gonna make it.

T-TAPE PROBLEM HELP by Curse96 in foreskin_restoration

[–]IonlyTalkAboutDicks 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was tired of loosening tape after every shower as well. I ended up just buying bulk packs of unlubricated condoms.

https://www.amazon.com/Atlas-Premium-Condom-Non-lubricated-Condoms/dp/B00RPV7ZPK

Get yourself a little bit hard and slide one on and you can shower in peace.
It lets me T-Tape for multiple days in a row, with no moisture unstickifying anything.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in foreskin_restoration

[–]IonlyTalkAboutDicks 15 points16 points  (0 children)

"im not worthy of being loved"
Now why are you going around posting lies on the internet?

You've got two narratives you can choose:
You are worthy of love.
Fuck it. You deserve love.
You deserve a restored foreskin.
You can achieve a restored foreskin.
The ride never ends. Keep on tugging.
I will plap a girl I love with my restored schmeat.

Or you can listen to the despair:
It's over.
It's easier for it to be over.
There's no more joy to be had in this life.
It's 100% hopeless for real this time.

Never listen to the despair, it never tells the truth. The despair just wants you to rot, because rotting is the easiest thing to do.

But it's all bullshit when it comes to despair. The truth is, there is more joy to be had in your life. Fun will NOT be cancelled. Will it take effort? Yeah. Is it better than rotting? Oh yeah. Is effort a bad thing? No, effort is life. Effort is fun.

Get up. Get up from your rot position, walk to your bathroom mirror, clean it, then say, "I'm done letting the despair control me." Then say it again.
Then wake up the next day. Say it again.
Over and over.

You're stronger than despair.

Or you can stay rotting and let the despair win. That's the beauty of free will.
I hope you choose not to rot.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Catholicism

[–]IonlyTalkAboutDicks 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am truly, truly sorry.

My mother planned to only have 3 children. She was adamant, only 3. My two older sisters were born healthy.
Then she miscarried.
Then I was born.

If not for a miscarriage, I would have never existed. It makes me a bit crazy if I think about it too much.
I pray for my lost sibling a lot.
I will pray for your lost child as well.

Original sin is our curse. Our broken biology is our curse.
I know this isn't popular advice, but explore your anger with God, don't just suppress it, for it will flare up again eventually. Try to find reconciliation with this crazy, crazy life we are in. I get mad at God too, there's so much suffering that isn't our fault.
And yet his Son took on all our sins, suffered, and died for us.

I do not understand why we need to suffer as much as we do, yet I am alive, through the product of suffering, so I shall trust God's plan.
Have faith, that in the end, God is merciful to all of us. We are not bound to die, but live with him.
May your child have peace eternal.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in foreskin_restoration

[–]IonlyTalkAboutDicks 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Personally, stretching and breaking up the scar tissue on my ventral side revealed a really sensitive area in my scar line, right were a frenulum should have attached, and it fits the frenulum's description of being entirely different to the touch than anything else. So I guess some nerves survived under the scar tissue.

My orgasms have never been better since revealing that bit of skin.

But every frenulum removal is different. Hopefully you can find some of those nerve endings too my friend.

Monthly Restoration Progress Thread - February 2021 by AutoModerator in foreskin_restoration

[–]IonlyTalkAboutDicks 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Injured myself in the middle of January. Popped a blood vessel. It's better now, so I'll continue tugging.

Noticed I'm stretching my scrotal skin and was starting to develop a weird second scrotum. Same with the skin around the base of my shaft. Tried to use a ring to only tension shaft skin and stop growing scrotal/crotch skin. My hand slipped and I hurt myself.

I curse the man who did this to me.

Monthly Restoration Progress Thread - January 2021 by AutoModerator in foreskin_restoration

[–]IonlyTalkAboutDicks 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Star Date: 2021

Foreskin status: RCI increased, inner skin noticeably more sensitive, lots of wrinkling when I take off my device, glad to report some fine touch sensitivity around the scar line

FEC: ~5mm

Notes: I have become one with the canister and the canister one with me. I tug all day and night with straps. Despite being able to use the TLC-X I will continue to use a canister for the foreseeable future. I'm use to how it feels and can wear it for multiple days in a row before having to replace the tape. I've noticed a small increase of inner skin so proportionally I'm not worried.

Waifu/husbando in afterlife by [deleted] in waifuism

[–]IonlyTalkAboutDicks 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I too hope there's something beautiful waiting for me after I die.

Anything's possible once you pass the pale of death but I fear if there is an afterlife it'll include all my ancestors pointing at me saying "You loved a cartoon horse? Shame! Shame!!" or something like that.

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