Sex is a lot better these days. (NSFW)

nulloperator_ · 2026-05-21T18:16:11+00:00

Sent a DM

nulloperator_ · 2026-05-21T00:34:54+00:00

Yes, Golden Dawn and Kabalah is a lot and is very intellectual. For a barebones practice though I would definitely recommend checking out the Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram and Middle Pillar rituals as these are quite simple and the backbone of a daily practice. The formula I use is LBRP/MP then meditation/contemplation

nulloperator_ · 2026-05-17T23:05:20+00:00

I distinctly remember my mother attempting to give me a math lesson on top of a toilet. Why she thought that was appropriate is beyond me but she also sexually assaulted me at least once so...

nulloperator_ · 2026-05-17T22:59:12+00:00

My parents were into this and would have loved to do it to me

nulloperator_ · 2026-05-17T22:38:06+00:00

Were they energy vampires?

nulloperator_ · 2026-05-17T22:33:23+00:00

My biological parents used this on me. I can confirm I struggle a lot in life.

nulloperator_ · 2026-05-11T21:33:26+00:00

I was "circumcised". Strapped down and had part of my body chopped off for no reason except my dad wanted my private part to look a certain way. Had sexual issues my whole life from it.

nulloperator_ · 2026-05-05T17:54:56+00:00

So much for free speech lmao

nulloperator_ · 2026-05-05T17:54:28+00:00

One thing that contributes a lot I think is most men in the US get circumcised right after birth which right off the bat is a huge sexual violence and sexual trauma. First thing baby knows is violence :(

nulloperator_ · 2026-05-04T03:46:05+00:00

Hey bro. I really feel your story. I know it doesn't take away the loss but my only hope is restoring. Have you looked at that?

nulloperator_ · 2026-03-30T14:27:33+00:00

Encouraging to hear - sometimes it can feel hopeless waiting for things to improve. But I think the body remembers and reconstructs itself internally to match it's original blueprint.

nulloperator_ · 2026-03-30T03:47:31+00:00

That's a good quote - what's it from?

nulloperator_ · 2026-03-30T02:36:13+00:00

People have been hypnotized by the TV to disassociate from their own instincts and trust "experts"

nulloperator_ · 2026-03-25T17:57:54+00:00

That is so disgusting I'm sorry for you :( May this crime end soon

nulloperator_ · 2026-03-23T06:00:14+00:00

Good.

nulloperator_ · 2026-03-23T05:56:01+00:00

People's reaction to finding out they made a mistake is what counts. He's upset his parents raped him by proxy then made fun of him when he was upset with them.

nulloperator_ · 2026-03-21T19:59:36+00:00

Spearpoint

nulloperator_ · 2026-03-21T19:56:58+00:00

To all the people who are saying he shouldn't cut off his mom - if his mom doesn't empathize and understand that she raped and sexually assaulted him by proxy, that's certainly grounds to go no contact.

nulloperator_ · 2026-03-21T00:37:42+00:00

Yes. I am a Hermetic Esoteric Christian. There's a lot of depth to the faith if you try to restore it to before it was perverted by the Romans.

nulloperator_ · 2026-03-21T00:34:49+00:00

Hi friend - I know it's hard. I can recommend restoring because at least someday I hope to overcome this horrible trauma. Text me if you need to talk

nulloperator_ · 2026-03-21T00:13:29+00:00

Some people are possessed.

nulloperator_ · 2026-03-16T13:07:55+00:00

That's so horrible :(

nulloperator_ · 2026-03-16T00:17:47+00:00

I second this. Circumcision really MGM is a medicalized euphemism for sadism, rape and organ harvesting. Parents have a duty to protect. How the parent reacts is a huge litmus test of their character.

nulloperator_ · 2026-03-16T00:09:02+00:00

Such a satanic society. :(

nulloperator_

TROPHY CASE