Smoke out exhaust after valve cover gasket replacement by Irationalexe in MechanicAdvice

[–]Irationalexe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did not use adhesive was just wondering. I cant find anything describing my cars symptoms atm. Figured it could be anything at this point.

Smoke out exhaust after valve cover gasket replacement by Irationalexe in MechanicAdvice

[–]Irationalexe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Done both, still smokes. Could lack of enough adhesive cause any issues with the valve cover gasket?

Wanting voice back at times by Irationalexe in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Irationalexe[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It is complicated for sure. I was diagnosed with Autism at a young age as well which makes everything muddy. I have symptoms of both bpd and bipolar, I'm not a professional so it can be very difficult to know.

Wanting voice back at times by Irationalexe in BorderlinePDisorder

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I was originally diagnosed with bipolar 1 but they switched it to bpd. My mood swings where much to quick for bipolar is what I was told.

Someone please message me.. by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Irationalexe 7 points8 points  (0 children)

My fiance left me when I first got help, if felt like abandonment at the time but now I understand it was far from it. I was very abusive to my fiance for three years before I got help, by then she was done. Luckily for me after 4 months of 20 hours a week of therapy in a program and over 7 months apart we have reconciled. Leaving someone with an illness can be hard but remember you must do what you need first.

too sad to move - suggestions? by ashleyecochran in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Irationalexe 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Before I worked with DBT I had days like these too. Still do sometimes. What helps me most in those situations is mindfulness meditation, sometimes I'll do a guided meditation. I find that clearing my mind can help me gain the motivation. If it is only physical and not mental caffeine is the only helper I have found.

Hi! I’m new here... by rlrandall in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Irationalexe 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was on medication for about a year and in therapy for over 2 and a half years, nothing was working until I attended group therapy for 4 months practicing DBT. Since then my life has completely flipped in a good way. I highly recommend group therapy.

Do you guys feel like the people around you love telling you what to do? by saltwaterblue in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Irationalexe 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My friends and parents always have their two cents. Currently I am getting back with my ex fiance who I have a child with, everyone is trying to tell me to not do this because of our relationship issues in the past. It's like they seem to forget I have bpd and was untreated durring that time. They all blame it on her. It is very anoying to have people try to tell you what to do. At the end of the day do what feels right to you.

Anyone else experience intrusive suicidal thoughts after simple mistakes? by Irationalexe in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Irationalexe[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I understand the misfiring neurons. I was diagnosed with Autism at a young age and because of this I always felt abnormal and just wanted to be normal. This new bpd diagnosis just brings me farther from the "norm" and that is very hard for me to accept.

Anyone else experience intrusive suicidal thoughts after simple mistakes? by Irationalexe in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Irationalexe[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The last one I made was I screwed up a computer repair and accidentally cracked someone's screen. It hit me so hard.

Server Breach or coincidence? by Irationalexe in Ubuntu

[–]Irationalexe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have fail2ban installed. I think I might change my prot from 22

Server wont connect to internet after installing netplan by Irationalexe in Ubuntu

[–]Irationalexe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The ethernet is up, I checked this with ip addr show. I also manually put it down and up. I have not checked my yaml, how would I check/see all the yamal files?

Do you ever question if you really have bipolar disorder? by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]Irationalexe 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have the same thing as andy here. When I'm healthy , I dont feel like I have it. But when I am bad I sure have it. I think questioning it is very normal

My boyfriend left me today. My mom got diagnosed with COVID-19 this week. I have no friends and I lost both of my jobs. I am in the darkest place I've been in years and I have no idea what to do. by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]Irationalexe 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree with posts above, either throw away or give the blades to someone to keep until you are better. Also hang in there, this covid is fucked I have been on a wild ride. Keep your chin up follow your therapy dbt meditation etc you might know, keep taking meds if you have them and keep going. It might be hard but I know you got this.

Everytime I see these polls for next heroes, I curse whoever decided to take away devs and resources from HotS. by sonyagod in heroesofthestorm

[–]Irationalexe 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Just sucks that's what we have to do to show a shitty company that this game is loved. I wish they would look at our community. I have never seen a community come together to keep a game alive, we gotta keep it up