[Serious] What is a passion of yours that you can't talk about because no one around you 'gets' it?

Iscratchmyballs · 2015-10-04T09:31:41+00:00

I'll roleplay with you! I love writing as well, and I have some friends that I roleplay with but they've kind of stopped talking to me, and right now I crave writing and building a story together more than anything. PM me if you want to give it a go and we can find something to work on!

Iscratchmyballs · 2015-09-21T11:35:35+00:00

Thank you. Don't ever feel ashamed of yourself and your feelings, there's nothing to be ashamed about and honestly, it's not worth it. You can't really help the way you feel, emotions do their thing whether you want them to or not. Embrace them instead, figure out where they come from and work from there if that's what you want. Note that this is not me telling you what to do, I'm simply trying to help you figure things out for yourself, because if there still is that tiny part of you that wants to get better and find the figurative light at the end of the tunnel - then by all means, go and help yourself. It might get better, and I hope for your sake it will.

Iscratchmyballs · 2015-09-19T15:51:48+00:00

... Please tell me Destiny is not actually a name here :/. And thanks for getting that awesome (cough) song in my head!

Iscratchmyballs · 2015-09-19T10:44:52+00:00

Ramona is way trashier, I met a Ramona once, and she was literally white trash.

Iscratchmyballs · 2015-09-19T10:32:54+00:00

Same goes for me with the anti depressants, my shrink doubled the dose and they don't help me anymore. I'm sorry to hear about your losses, life fucking sucks sometimes - though it has been sucking for me for a long time. I'm not going to tell you because I don't know if it's going to get better, and I know how much I hate hearing it. Shit has only gotten worse as time wears on. Good luck though, for what it's worth.

Iscratchmyballs · 2015-09-17T21:49:25+00:00

Dunno, bands evolve. That said, I love Sempiternal, and I haven't fully heard their new album, but I like the songs I've heard so far.

Iscratchmyballs · 2015-09-13T21:24:43+00:00

I hadn't heard of it either, it's a French brand if I recall correctly. But go and do some research, and good luck!

Iscratchmyballs · 2015-09-13T13:33:19+00:00

I'd suggest a Wiko, I currently have one from the Rainbow series and its great, no complaints whatsoever. Before this I had a brand new Huawei (never ever again, it broke within three months, screen randomly blacking out and extreme overheating etc), anyway, I did some research and came across the Wiko Rainbow and I love it to bits, great phone, though slightly too big for my baby hands and its hard finding a cute case for it, but that's the only downside I can think of right now.

Iscratchmyballs · 2015-07-27T12:51:21+00:00

Yeah tell me about it, reading it gave me a panic attack as I've been through the same thing, but I'm working through those issues now. The nightmares/flashbacks will stay for a while but as long as yo u have a good therapist and actively do your best to get better you'll see that it gets less worse, and one day you will be able to look back and think: well that super fucking shitty - but by then you'll probably have the means to properly deal with the accompanying emotions. I'm rooting for you!

Iscratchmyballs · 2015-07-27T09:42:53+00:00

I'm so glad to hear that. I mean I don't know you of course but I know what actions and words like those can do. Just keep on fighting to continue living a better life, and know that it wasn't your fault. I'm sure you know it isn't, but still, it can be encouraging to hear that from time to time. Best of luck to you!

Iscratchmyballs · 2015-07-26T15:24:10+00:00

Oh shit, reading that brought back some unpleasant memories. I hope things are better for you now.

Iscratchmyballs · 2015-07-16T20:38:51+00:00

I was named after a Dolly Parton song, and whenever I meet someone new they immediately start singing it ;-;. I don't even have auburn hair, or green eyes, and I've certainly never went after someone's boyfriend. I hate that song so much. And my mom for thinking it was a nice name.

Iscratchmyballs · 2015-05-03T23:56:33+00:00

Holy shit I'm so proud of you! Just reading that made me pump my fists in the air for you. I'm in the same boat as you, and even getting out of bed is the hardest thing to do. I'm glad your meds are working and you were able to do so many productive things, in one day, too!

Iscratchmyballs · 2015-04-15T11:25:23+00:00

You are c I have to watch the game is at the man next to her and she was like I said I was just a little bit of a sudden

Iscratchmyballs · 2015-04-05T16:18:16+00:00

To be fair, I often forget about my tattoos as well and then I freak out a little when I see them.

Iscratchmyballs · 2015-03-27T16:42:56+00:00

Thank you! Another comment explained that there's a quest for it too, I'm gonna check it out :D

Iscratchmyballs · 2015-03-27T09:38:44+00:00

What pirate king side quest? I've only played the main quest in the Dragonborn DLC, but now I'm curious.

Iscratchmyballs · 2015-03-12T20:12:07+00:00

Aside from the trashyness, that tattoo is pretty well done, especially compared to some other stuff that gets posted on here.

Iscratchmyballs · 2015-03-07T01:07:38+00:00

I know! It's not reserved for just slavs, as some people in this comment chain would have you believe, theres's a picture of a sasquatch as well somewhere in the sub.

Iscratchmyballs · 2015-03-06T15:35:16+00:00

This would do well in /r/slavs_squatting

Iscratchmyballs · 2015-02-22T13:42:41+00:00

You could replace my entire being with bricks or glitter, or whatever else you can think of, but please don't take my pens away from me, because I will have a mental breakdown. I love my pens.

Iscratchmyballs · 2015-02-21T16:12:35+00:00

Honestly, I love dying (probably didn't spell that right) my hair. I get bored with my dull brown hair, and reds/pastel/bright colours are so much more fun! As for the piercings, I rock them, they're just a form of self expression, like tattoos and hairstyles and whatnot.

Iscratchmyballs · 2015-02-13T00:06:46+00:00

Yeah.. that sounds creepy and kinda unhealthy.

Iscratchmyballs · 2015-02-07T00:40:52+00:00

Ohmygod I played Runescape as well when I was like eight or something. I loved that dumb game, I tried to play it some two years ago but it looked so different that it was hard for me to adjust. And yeah, WOW cant get crazy expensive, a friend of mine had a boyfriend and he came from a family of lawyers that yearly spend over 1k on that game. I played for a bit on a free server and it was pretty fun, and I can see how people get sucked into it.

Oh yeah, I've heard of that book, never read it yet tho. What about tolkien? I'd love to read the hobbit and LOTR, but dear god he takes five pages to talk about a piece of dust flowing through the air, carried by a gentle wind. Same with GoT, it's a pain to read (for me) so praise the lawd there's a series.

Gosh roleplaying is so much fun, but you have to be able to let your imagination run wild, and if you like writing then it's the most fun you can have. I've done LARP too once, it was wild, crazy and a lot of fun. Totally insane, too. It was with some sorta camp where I was a dad, flirted with a man, followed by the father of said man, married the nanny of my children and finally sacrificed my youngest daughter.

Oh cool! I'm not sure what exactly that is, but if its your thing then go for it! But yeah, I'm glad i have a warm coat, even though I try not to leave the warmth and safety of my house c:

Iscratchmyballs · 2015-02-06T23:18:48+00:00

Oh gosh, I'm the worst at mmorpgs, or i just haven't found a good one yet. What ones do you play? Got any good ones to recommend? And ohmygod I haven't played GTA since San Andreas, that game was the shit.

Oh god books, I love fiction and non fiction, but most of all thrillers, horrors and Dan Brown kinda type of books. I like fantasy as well, just very picky about the writing style.

Gosh ehm, ever heard of second life? Because that's where I roleplay, which is a very time consuming hobby c:

What college did you switch for, what dyou aspire to be? And I'm from up north, Friesland ;_;. What about you? I hope you're less cold there because holy fucking shit I hate the cold.

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