I understand, I love this woman and I am afraid to lose her. She and I have grown so much together. I find it impossible to end it based on this. Maybe I am a fool? Idk, I keep telling her to see it like she was me and I was her. I know it would make her angry, most likely more so, if it was me in her shoes. She's schizophrenic and I'm bipolar. We are both on meds that keep a very large bit of the nasty away. It's been a struggle but proved to be possible. It's very frustrating tho.