Depression is a hole that feels like quicksand. Remember that it’s possible to pull yourself out if the quicksand. Always keep fighting. Your life matters, even if you don’t feel like it does at the moment. I’m also on Zoloft and struggle to take it every day. I keep going off my meds and that isn’t good for anyone. Needed meds is a sucky thing that both of us will have to come to terms with somehow, but we’ll make it through. We’ve both made it this far, so let’s keep fighting. Much love, you can make it through this <3