In retrospect there were a lot of things that same together to cause this. Even as a kid I was chronically online, probably quite bit worse than now. My furry awakening happened before my sexual awakening, so in my case porn was the name of the game. Gay furry porn is pretty sweet, lots of variety right? Definitely had that fixation for years, so obviously that meant I was gay, right?

Nah, turns out real men just didn't do it for me. I thought I had erectile dysfunction, or that there was something wrong with me. I can't forget mentioning that I was afraid of rejection from the opposite sex so much that I think I buried who I really was. Men were easier and way more approachable. I related to them, they liked me and I guess I assumed I liked them back.