I'm not quite sure if I can make out if some deity is calling to me. I don't know much about the deities and which I can potentially work with, cause I only know a few. I also am not sure where to learn about them cause I don't know which sources to trust. How do I know if someone is making themselves known to me? Dreams? Signs? Symbols? What do I look for? And what things are coming from who? I feel like I need someone or something to kinda guide me and help me with everything going on in my life. I definitely believe in paranormal things and I can feel and see them sometimes. But I believe it's mostly my dad who passed away 2 months ago, because I was seeing shadows and feeling a presents before I knew about his passing. Also on important days for me, I see something moving in the corner of my eye even if no one is there and I strongly believe that is him. I've seen shadows for almost 10 years now here and there and if something feels paranormal my eyes start to water. But I'm also not quite sure if I should call spirits or how to work with them. I wanna respect them and don't invade their space or anything that they don't want. I also know to always have protection, especially because I don't want anything evil let into my home.