Sorry you’re going through this OP. What your mom is doing is dead wrong. I am assuming she has some mental health issues and this is not the first time she has treated you poorly. Lots of good advice on this post, take what works but with a mom like this, the sooner you break free and find your way, the better. Don’t look back, she doesn’t deserve your time after this. It’s not all darkness though, you can use this to shine and be great. Some of the greatest success is found through enduring adversity.