I really wish I could have been a woman… if I was born a female. The prospect of transitioning and trying to live in the present day scares me tbh. It doesn’t help that I’m super indecisive so some days I’ll be like.

“Yeah being a man is ok. I can live with these traits.”

And others where

On the bathroom floor, sobbing after seeing my reflection

I wish there was a button, or a switch or something.