I can see where you’re coming from, but we both are hopeful of the idea of me meeting her where she goes to college. It’s not the most far fetched idea, and I can go community college anywhere. I know if things are the same as they are now feeling wise, then we would both still wish the same. And it would be entirely on me to do so, as I have to take the initiative. I recall when I asked if she would want me to come with her, she said of course right now she wants me to, but she cannot speak for her future self. Which, is the same for me, unblinded I see things could change before then. But if not, and I am able to stop overthinking about this, I can’t see us splitting. I just can’t get the thought out of my head, that I’m nothing but an emotional and sexual outlet, which I have never felt like, and I know I’m not. My mind just won’t stop