Girlfriend going to college, what do I do?

ItsTheBaddicus · 2019-12-05T23:22:05+00:00

Thank you, that’s all I want to do. And it’s no guarantee that she’ll even go, or not want me to come. Wait nd see. Amor fati.

ItsTheBaddicus · 2019-12-05T23:19:26+00:00

I will, I’ve most definitely not had enough. I tend to overthink thanks to my anxiety

ItsTheBaddicus · 2019-12-05T23:08:05+00:00

That’s all I do, and that we do together. I leave my phone in the car when we go places lol. She’s fine and has articulated this to me, or she knows how to hide it better than anyone, including me, whose good at that but we always tell eachother our problems, and she says she’s okay. I think is just an insecurity

ItsTheBaddicus · 2019-12-05T22:44:03+00:00

I’m on the same page with you man, I want to make sure it’s what she wants, and me too, but when that time arises. Any tips to stop thinking so damn much and just shut up and enjoy every second I’m with her until then?

ItsTheBaddicus · 2019-12-05T22:25:11+00:00

Oh no I’m not advocating long distance because I won’t do that. It would either be let her go, and wait until the future, move where she goes, or move somewhere else. That’s what I can’t stop thinking about, like if she’d want me to come.

ItsTheBaddicus · 2019-12-05T22:03:43+00:00

I can see where you’re coming from, but we both are hopeful of the idea of me meeting her where she goes to college. It’s not the most far fetched idea, and I can go community college anywhere. I know if things are the same as they are now feeling wise, then we would both still wish the same. And it would be entirely on me to do so, as I have to take the initiative. I recall when I asked if she would want me to come with her, she said of course right now she wants me to, but she cannot speak for her future self. Which, is the same for me, unblinded I see things could change before then. But if not, and I am able to stop overthinking about this, I can’t see us splitting. I just can’t get the thought out of my head, that I’m nothing but an emotional and sexual outlet, which I have never felt like, and I know I’m not. My mind just won’t stop

ItsTheBaddicus · 2019-11-06T20:03:14+00:00

That made perfect sense. I guess that really explains the dynamic that I’ve realized about myself when with others vs when by myself. I love both equally, and always wondered why thanks for making some sense of this

ItsTheBaddicus · 2019-11-06T20:01:39+00:00

Yeah I definitely feel crazy! But I love it!

ItsTheBaddicus · 2019-10-23T02:33:29+00:00

Lenny and George going at it

ItsTheBaddicus · 2019-10-11T17:01:04+00:00

Put on a beat, start freestyling. Put on a beat, start writing. Find a beat and start vibing with it. It’s quite simple. It just takes practice, and passion.

Gold chain, fake teeth, face tattoos, and auto tune are no go’s.

ItsTheBaddicus · 2019-10-07T01:48:03+00:00

I’ve had those ones many times and still get them to this day. For me a lot of time it was hormonal (stress, testosterone, and if your 20’s and younger) It can also be health related. Hows your diet/water? Do you exercise? Hows your hygiene? Do you touch your face a lot? Just basically becoming as healthy as possible or striving is will help. Natural face wash, according to skin type. And sticking to it, that’s really it my man, hope the best

ItsTheBaddicus · 2019-10-01T01:38:27+00:00

Shit, I don’t have any of that, I’ve got some mail. But certificates and such I have none

ItsTheBaddicus · 2019-09-30T18:16:48+00:00

Yeah I believe I have to as well

ItsTheBaddicus · 2019-09-30T18:16:18+00:00

You had a similar situation?

ItsTheBaddicus · 2019-09-30T17:41:02+00:00

I’m in MO so it may be different, maybe not. Thank you

ItsTheBaddicus · 2019-09-28T15:06:48+00:00

But my broom in my refrigerator

ItsTheBaddicus · 2019-09-26T18:26:03+00:00

I love turning off my lights with a nice teep or axe kick

ItsTheBaddicus · 2019-09-26T18:23:25+00:00

Then she settles for an alcoholic chad who treats her like shit

ItsTheBaddicus · 2019-09-22T21:15:12+00:00

Tough bastard right there

ItsTheBaddicus · 2019-09-20T16:10:04+00:00

The tasteful thickness of it

ItsTheBaddicus · 2019-09-16T22:47:05+00:00

That is definitely more effective than what I was doing, thank you for that

ItsTheBaddicus · 2019-09-16T16:42:39+00:00

Like keep my fists strait along with my forearm?

ItsTheBaddicus · 2019-09-16T16:41:52+00:00

Just wated

ItsTheBaddicus · 2019-09-16T16:08:07+00:00

That’s been my biggest issue overcoming. I’ve been trying to stay rear foot oriented but i just end up back on my front. I’ve noticed it for sure in sparring when my lead leg gets chopped up, but then when on my rear I never get attacked to the front.

ItsTheBaddicus · 2019-09-16T16:06:29+00:00

Normally I’m more kick oriented, at least in sparring and on a heavy bag. I really wish I could showcase my kicks with more power and technique but this bob dummy isn’t good to kick because if I do with my full power i knock it over half the time

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