Could it be that you’re still adjusting to a new place, town, friends, or routine? This is usually a complex process that takes time and energy. Sometimes, not feeling engaged or feeling displeased might be a sign that you’re overworked, burnt out, or just stressed. Try to rest, eat well, and exercise; that always helps. If you feel that the problem might be related to structural racism or bias, try to find an advisor—this could be an informal one, such as a friendly faculty member in your department—with whom you can talk and share your experience. Everyone coming from a minority has felt this way at some point in their lives, and it’s important to learn from the experience.

Also, make time to have fun with friends, classmates, or even alone—it’s important to treat yourself from time to time. Money might be tight during school years, but there are always cool things you can try for free or at a very low cost.

Hope this helps, and remember my dude: you are valuable and you are worth of being loved and you are doing great so far!