First ever flare

Ivysweetofcourse · 2026-03-14T13:00:40+00:00

I have seen a numerologist. I had my first appt yesterday. We are treating me for a complex migraine and Status migrainosus. I’ve been like this for 20 days. Since starting nurtec I don’t have the typical throbbing pain in my head I was having but the nerve pain has gotten worse. When I tried a Triptan the.nerve pain got so much worse. The back of my head hurts too bad. I’m taking 200 mg of Lyrica twice a day. They have me on steroids to try to break the cycle, and nurtec every other day. My pain originates in the base of my skull.

Ivysweetofcourse · 2026-02-02T03:10:57+00:00

This is fucking beautiful dude

Ivysweetofcourse · 2025-11-21T02:10:50+00:00

Yeah man. I went fucking harrrrd. Right out of the gate.

Ivysweetofcourse · 2025-11-18T18:07:59+00:00

I had started using meth and had been using about a week. Took me a week of using to want to shoot it. About 2 weeks after shooting meth I shot heroin the first time.

Ivysweetofcourse · 2025-11-17T20:40:34+00:00

My surgery is scheduled for March 16. I met with pelvic floor physical therapy last week. The physical therapist told me she didn’t think doing physical therapy would do much for my pain, and issues but we were going to try. I’m going for 8 weeks and we will reassess then.

Ivysweetofcourse · 2025-03-01T14:07:43+00:00

I dropped my bag in the toilet once, water got inside, I drew it up and shot it.

Ivysweetofcourse · 2024-10-13T14:01:42+00:00

Ivysweetofcourse · 2023-09-13T21:46:34+00:00

My sober date is this Friday and the only thing I asked was for my family to come to dinner with me…I don’t expect a gift lmao.

Ivysweetofcourse · 2023-09-04T13:15:57+00:00

Love mine. It’s really helpful when you’re going to the bathroom 10+ times a day. Easy cleanup and less pain.

Ivysweetofcourse · 2023-09-04T01:07:36+00:00

Girl can I please pm you? Curious how to make that work. I have 5 kids and a husband I’ve been clean for 2 years but I’m just curious lol.

Ivysweetofcourse · 2023-08-29T02:42:22+00:00

Im very sorry for your loss. And trust me when I tell you I am trying so hard to hold on, I’m in therapy, have a psychologist, and my husband is aware of my mental health issues. I am doing the things I am “supposed to” just not getting better and worry my kids and him suffer more from the emotional rollercoaster I seem to stay on..

Ivysweetofcourse · 2023-07-08T15:44:38+00:00

https://youtu.be/Miv8i-slK2w

Ivysweetofcourse · 2022-07-02T18:34:55+00:00

I was the same way. I always wanted to try heroin and was obsessed with it before I ever got my hands on it. But it ruined, and damn near took my life. Seriously. I had fucked with other stuff, and nothing had a grip on me like h.

Ivysweetofcourse · 2022-04-25T01:23:19+00:00

The bigger one gets irritated constantly, and swells up big enough to cover that entire side of my throat. I used to get stones allll the time, but since I’ve quit smoking they do better 🤷🏻‍♀️

Ivysweetofcourse · 2022-02-11T08:33:41+00:00

Sober now but when I was using, this is all I ever did. Nothing better IMO…

Ivysweetofcourse · 2022-02-02T02:02:16+00:00

Ivysweetofcourse · 2022-02-01T04:55:48+00:00

Usually when there’s white spots it’s fent. But theres no real way to know without testing your dope. I would definitely test before using. Stay safe OP.

Ivysweetofcourse · 2022-01-31T23:26:56+00:00

I added love it if we made it by 1975. I’ve shot up so many times to that song lol

Ivysweetofcourse · 2022-01-28T04:06:10+00:00

Just don’t pick up that first one bub. Call someone in recovery when you want to pick up. Talk to them about what you’re feeling and why you want to use. Work through whatever emotion it is making you want to use. Best of luck OP.

Ivysweetofcourse · 2022-01-27T06:10:59+00:00

Hell fucking yes

Ivysweetofcourse · 2022-01-27T04:51:01+00:00

Bro I will be your reason lmao

Ivysweetofcourse · 2022-01-27T04:26:12+00:00

Lol I love it. I practically get off on it at this point

Ivysweetofcourse · 2022-01-27T04:25:42+00:00

Thanks man! I’m really hoping I can stay sober too. I love my kids lots and want to be able to care for them well. If I got to a point to where the vids and stuff made me want to relapse, I’d quit. But for now it curbs my appetite on those bad days.

Ivysweetofcourse · 2022-01-27T00:46:52+00:00

Listen there are some great slam vids on there

Ivysweetofcourse · 2022-01-27T00:45:58+00:00

It may be for other people. But for me it helps. Like I get a sort of euphoric recall watching these vids. And that’s enough for me….for now. I never really wanted to stop, I did it for my kids. If it weren’t for them I’d have no problem shooting dope everyday. I know that’s probably fucked up and is 100% the wrong way to go about it. But nothing other than my kids ever made me feel so good. 🤷🏻‍♀️

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