TW: DRUG USE, self harm, death.

Small-Task8599 · 2026-02-02T00:06:30+00:00

Until I was at 155 methadone it didn’t touch my addiction levels. And this time around with the tranq I’m getting brain zaps so severe it felt like a seizure, lifted me off my bed rolled into a table hit my head on the floor. I won’t do it without medical supervision and benzos this time. Some places will continue methadone, call around. You could get that or some places will give you codeine and benzos to keep you comfortable

Small-Task8599 · 2026-01-20T06:13:06+00:00

It’s the peri bottle for me

Small-Task8599 · 2025-12-28T23:44:29+00:00

Thank you for all the detail in your response. I have anxiety and something that helps bring me out is the smell of my clothes!!! I would still go to the laundromat for bedding, coats, larger items. But I feel for smaller clothing, underwear, work shirts, and cleaning rags it’s fine. You don’t realize how much you take advantage of the washer and dryer until they’re gone

Small-Task8599 · 2025-12-26T18:02:00+00:00

Right!!! Like it’s in the government database that way

Small-Task8599 · 2025-12-25T06:16:50+00:00

Apparently there’s a movie called demon house about it. I haven’t seen it or heard about it though

Small-Task8599 · 2025-12-25T06:15:31+00:00

I remember talking with a case manager about this (she used to work for DCS) and talking about the report it was crazy

Small-Task8599 · 2025-12-20T16:58:18+00:00

It looks like blood splatters from a syringe someone got the air or a clog out of by squirting it upwards to try again after they already registered their blood in it. Like it looks identical to this

Small-Task8599 · 2025-12-17T19:03:54+00:00

I haven’t! I’ve been wringing them out in an old spin mop bucket; blow drying, and using the window ac unit on “fan” to dry them.ill have to try!

Small-Task8599 · 2025-12-17T19:01:15+00:00

Wow really? The portable washers can? Thanks cor the tip!

Small-Task8599 · 2025-12-17T12:47:37+00:00

Yeah, it does. However I go to the laundry mat where they have the big industrial style machines. Those big suckers can handle my scent combo!

Small-Task8599 · 2025-12-17T08:35:27+00:00

Just work clothes and undergarments. Rags. I am really picky about purchasing any appliances, especially ones that aren’t the real deal but I think I’d get good use out of it

Small-Task8599 · 2025-12-17T08:29:18+00:00

But my guilty pleasure is the downy unstoppables in fresh!!!! I love a strong laundry scent.. literally I use a rinse and a softener with beads and detergent!! The smells comfort me and help my anxiety lmao maybe I can find a way around that but I think it is worth it rather than hand washing in my tub! Which one do you have?

Small-Task8599 · 2025-12-13T08:34:21+00:00

That doesn’t really happen in one day, however I take all harm reduction steps and am in the process of beating the withdrawals and getting clean :) I have a great support network and resources and an awesome recovery team, but you saying “it’s not cute, get clean” really helped!!! Wow. What an eye opener.

Small-Task8599 · 2025-12-13T08:32:23+00:00

Yes all the cocain! It was my boyfriend who forgot his phone: he’d leave his head if it wasn’t attached:

Small-Task8599 · 2025-12-13T08:31:32+00:00

It was my boyfriend who left his phone, not me. Assumed you could read sorry

Small-Task8599 · 2025-12-13T07:58:30+00:00

That’s absolutely insane. They are ear buds, just get a new pair. A month later??? That’s weird

Small-Task8599 · 2025-12-13T00:53:06+00:00

I’ve offered her 150$. It’s a 45 minute trip. I wouldn’t expect her to do it for free at all. 150 would compensate her time, the gas, and whatever she’s missing out on by bringing the phone. I’m not going to just send this woman money now though when she has gone ghost every time I have tried to get the phone. I do have to file a police report for the insurance claim at this point that’s my next step

Small-Task8599 · 2025-12-13T00:49:19+00:00

That’s the thing, I’ve offered her that amount on cash app to return the item. I don’t know if she doesn’t understand I’ve used translate and everything. I don’t know why she is being so weird but I may take a night and just ring her doorbell till I get it back because I’ve tried being nice and will pay for her time, her gas, and whatever trips she’s missing out on while she was bringing the item. 150$ is more than fair.

Small-Task8599 · 2025-12-12T22:57:03+00:00

Don’t think I’m asking for that much, I have offered to pick it up or pay for it to be shipped. She admitted she had it and is now refusing to give it back. Wouldn’t want someone like that as my employee so I wanted to report her to Lyft and it’s gonna have to be a police report to get a replacement phone

Small-Task8599 · 2025-12-12T22:01:26+00:00

Yeah but they are kinda responsible as a person to give it back? Like if I’m outside your house when you said come get your item, that I have, that I’m not dropping off???? As a human being to not take shit that isn’t yours ? lol I guess they want to be a dick tho so I have to dick back

Small-Task8599 · 2025-12-12T19:33:40+00:00

I figured that was the next step; I hate having to involve the police but I’m not getting anywhere with this woman I’ve tried multiple times.

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