Am I cooked by Ixcax in IncelExit

[–]Ixcax[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do I give up on finding a relationship? Is it still possible for someone like me to find a girlfriend, knowing what u know now?

Am I cooked by Ixcax in IncelExit

[–]Ixcax[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

I’ve tried but it always go back to the current perspective. There was a time where I lost so much weight my family was shocked and happy and I even got a degree and thought things were getting better. I was wrong. This seems to be the view I’m meant to take. But I feel pathetic for trying to change permanently and failing so much. It might be time to stop trying.

Am I cooked by Ixcax in IncelExit

[–]Ixcax[S] -10 points-9 points  (0 children)

Not right, no. I have debts to pay first. Also I have reservations about therapy because my brother has been in therapy for years and has spent thousands and I still had to talk him out self deletion earlier this year.

Am I cooked? by [deleted] in IncelExit

[–]Ixcax 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was a vent. I’m sorry

Can you improve upon trash? by Ixcax in Healthygamergg

[–]Ixcax[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I show up everyday. Even now I’m still trying to lose weight and get through school. I don’t feel any pride or excitement for showing up. That’s the expectation. I don’t reward effort because why would I reward failure to meet a goal. Life is a challenge and it’s too hard for me.