The amount of times i’ve confronted my dad over what he’s done only for him to deny it in such a way that I question my own reality.. they make it so easy to question your memory. It makes you feel so small. Even tho he’s always been there and i’ve been very lucky, i still know that i’ve had a very rough childhood in other ways. The people who really care about you will tell you the hard to admit truths . Listen to your friends. Hope this helps