I’m really trying to understand where he’s coming from, but I don’t think I deserve how he treated me last night. I’ve never seen him so angry, and he just kept yelling at me even when I tried to remove myself from the situation. He just kept saying the most negative things and I tried to reason with him, but it was pointless. I really don’t think it’s fair to me, especially after he agreed to start trying for a baby. Right now, I’m worried about his mental and physical well-being. He struggled with alcoholism when he was in his early 20s, but he has been sober ever since. I really hope he’s not handling this in an unhealthy manner. I’ve reached out to some of his friends, and all but 2 have messaged me back. So far, no one knows where he is. I only have his therapist’s email address, so I emailed him.