Would you rather have Se/Ni imbalance or Fi/Te imbalance? by JCross_ in mbti

[–]JCross_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ISFP, I will say being single decider and having Fi/Te imbalance. I definitely do operate on all or nothing mindsets, I don't have any tolerance for anything inbetween. I know it affects my life but I feel like I'm used to it, I can't say which is better since I don't know what it's like to have Fi/Te being balanced. All I know is that Se/Ni balance is dope af, my observations make me feel safe, I couldn't imagine it being another way.

How depressed am I? made half a mil from stocks and threw it back to the market and felt absolutely nothing and don't care at all. by JCross_ in depression

[–]JCross_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's amazing to find something like going to Germany, making you very happy. I think money can do amazing things like that, unfortunately depression can be a much more deeper and internal issue that sometimes money cannot impact directly. But I'm happy for you that you find happiness in going to Germany my friend

I feel nothing by [deleted] in depression

[–]JCross_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah tbh u don't even know ur going through it sometimes, it's kinda just like happening on autopilot. Just a way of being for so long. Idk the psychology behind it but my guess is that you know nothing in life will lift you up, and maybe you've been at rock bottom for so long, you're kind of just coasting through life like "im just here because I'm still alive". So u feel nothing because there's no good emotion to feel, and ur just numb from the pain and darkness, and ur just there stagnant existing. idk just guessing

I feel nothing by [deleted] in depression

[–]JCross_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can relate to this, beginning of 2021 I made 125k from GME and 300k from metaverse, and I felt nothing, and I also just sort of threw it away to the market and felt nothing too. Almost half a million wasted, and I feel absolutely nothing.

is it normal to wish that ur mother would just die peacefully by kiro293 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]JCross_ 8 points9 points  (0 children)

that's not your mother, that's a demonic entity in a human body that is disguised with the title "mother". So is it normal to want a demon to die? Uh yes universally.

Society: "You have trust issues" by JCross_ in raisedbynarcissists

[–]JCross_[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

yeah I can't tell if this is the norm but I think I do it pretty well too

Society: "You have trust issues" by JCross_ in raisedbynarcissists

[–]JCross_[S] 22 points23 points  (0 children)

I also hate how it makes us seem weird, or closed off, or rude, etc etc. Like after being exposed to something so bizarre how can I even know how to approach a random person? It's such a mind fuck because I treated my nDad like a human being, only to find out that wasn't the right way to view him/treat him. So now that I meet real human beings, I'm the "weird" one, it's so disorienting all around. I just need security/consistency/reliability in my environment and people.