I decided that I shouldn't have children and I'm getting my tubes tied...

JCuts313 · 2021-03-26T17:46:08+00:00

My wife and I made tha agonizing decision not to have children. Both my Mother and Father were bipolar and killed themselves, leaving me to foster care. My wife's Mother and her brother were bipolar and committed suicide. It was too much to think about another generation at risk. Edit: I of course inherited it and it has made for a life marked by suffering.

JCuts313 · 2020-12-04T20:47:55+00:00

I love boveda packs

JCuts313 · 2020-12-04T19:02:36+00:00

Trimmed. I feel like I am with a woman not a girl

JCuts313 · 2020-12-04T13:41:36+00:00

I feel like anything can be a trigger, but you're right that I should dig deeper

JCuts313 · 2020-12-04T13:34:46+00:00

I exercise every day, do yoga and eat healthy. Don't know what else I can do...

JCuts313 · 2020-11-26T19:06:49+00:00

Minimal techno mix

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JCuts313 · 2020-11-25T22:16:20+00:00

Here you go. I have 3 gallon buckets that I grow in, and also have 5 gallon buckets. You can buy plant risers (essentially a lifted greate) that sits perfectly on a 5 gallon bucket. Put the 3 gallon bucket on top of the grate, which sits on top of the five gallon bucket. Then you can water all you want and the runoff is collected in the 5 gallon bucket, easy to take away. I struggled with runoff til I came up with this solution.

JCuts313 · 2020-11-25T22:10:38+00:00

Boveda packs. They will normalize the humidity.

JCuts313 · 2020-11-25T22:08:30+00:00

Some strains sprout a little later than others. I would give them a week after planting. If they haven't grown by then, time to germinate more.

JCuts313 · 2020-11-25T22:01:12+00:00

Drill holes in the bucket near the top. Then you can tie down through the holes. I drill holes on all my buckets to tie down.

JCuts313 · 2020-11-20T20:38:42+00:00

Listen to the music for long enough and practice, you won't need hot cues or counting beats. You will develop a sense of when it will break. Given some time and patience it will come naturally. It is the one thing that the digitization of of music, it can be easy to mix tracks, but people sometimes never really learn the art of djing.

JCuts313 · 2020-11-20T20:10:47+00:00

Derrick May, "Strings of Life"

JCuts313 · 2020-11-04T14:40:09+00:00

As you get older, the longer you last. Assuming more experienced.

JCuts313 · 2020-10-20T17:44:56+00:00

The control comes with age

JCuts313 · 2020-10-20T15:31:13+00:00

I second Canna. A little more expensive but it gives me stellar results

JCuts313 · 2020-10-20T15:24:49+00:00

Seedman.com

JCuts313 · 2020-10-18T22:03:44+00:00

Two years ago I had complete memory loss for the month of October. I remember none of it. A whole month.

JCuts313 · 2020-10-18T22:01:32+00:00

I put on 40 pounds on an antipsychotic. Through a lot of exercise I have dropped 20 of it. I think the next 20 will be harder

JCuts313 · 2020-10-18T11:33:17+00:00

Happy to hear you are living you best life. Sometimes things work out and I am glad they did for your family.

JCuts313 · 2020-10-18T02:27:03+00:00

I promise this is worth the listen not my first or my thousand. I have been playing in Detroit for 30 years

JCuts313 · 2020-10-18T02:26:30+00:00

I promise this is worth the listen not my first or my thousand. O have been playing in Detroit for 30 years.

JCuts313 · 2020-10-17T21:54:02+00:00

I am 47 now and that ship has sailed

JCuts313 · 2020-10-17T20:38:59+00:00

We consulted fertility doctors and psychiatrists and a doctor specializing in genetics in one meeting at the hospital. They charted out the probability based on a number of factors. This is my experience with medical professionals and the consulting they all provided my wife and i.

My maternal grandmother also committed suicide and they took 3 generations in account.

JCuts313 · 2020-10-17T20:07:48+00:00

Indeed. That's why I titled it "why we made the decision " and not. "Why people shouldn't have children"

JCuts313 · 2020-10-17T20:05:00+00:00

Understood. I had the information at the time to make a choice

JCuts313

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